why me!!

the rape

a p.o.v: well it's been a hour passed sense me and Kim's little argument patton got aggravated with us and told us both to shut up so we did he kept Kim's mouth un-taped but he kept torturing me untill what I have been dreading all all this time came along...I was sitting there now naked, cold, and hurting from all the burning and cuts patton put on me...god I just wanted to leave this place and go back to where I was safe... at the cabin with liv now sitting there scared out of my mind patton started walking towards me unbuckling his pants..but he stopped looked at Kim and started laughing Kim had her head turned away from him and her eyes squeezed shut..he said darling I haven't done anything yet and you already shocked, Kim slowly turned around and looked at Patton with a pleading look on her face, "please just please stop, please I'm sure whatever she did she can pay for it another way, you don't have to do this.

chief p p.o.v: I looked at Kim and laughed again then just walked towards her and grabbed a fist full of her hair and yanked her head back and whispered into her ear..."now Liscen you little Bitch don't you ever tell me what I don't have to do, you hear?

Kim p.o.v: y..y...yes.... sir I'm sorry

patton p.o.v: better be I said to Kim as I went to stand up.....Manda baby could you stand up for me

a p.o.v: I slowly stood up as I was told I tried my best to cover myself up even though I knew there was no need I still did... patton walked towards me and unzipped his pants he told Kim he wanted her to watch every bit of what he was about to do to me... and if she didn't she would get burned just like I did she cried and rejected for a minute but then she relised that he was serious after he out the needle in the burning fire she finally agreed still crying....patton got closer to me and started rubbing on me slowly, I got tensed and started breathing heavy...I wanted so badly to beg and plead with him to stop...but I knew there was no need and plus I didn't want to get burned anymore....he kissed me very aggressively and suddenly I felt this sharp pain in between my legs witch made me yelp a little and he smiled at me and asked me did that feel good....I just cried and closed my eyes as he sleed his fingers in and out of me hard and aggressively....I hated myself because I could feel myself getting moist every time he took advantage of my body bout time he was finished he had had me in every sick way possible and I was soaked down there when he got off of me my body was sweaty and tired....Kim had thrown up what looked liked her insides more than twice and I hated my body for liking it...finally patton had regained his strength he told me that he was threw with me and that me and my sister could leave, he unchained us and Kim ran into my arms crying her eyes out, I held her there for a couple of minutes until I told her that we got to get out of here I put back on what was left of my clothes and started to walk out until patton put his hand on my shoulder and warned me that I better keep my mouth shut becous if I don't then he would kill kim...I looked at him tears rolling down my face and said that I understand, he looked at Kim and said the same thing that I would be killed if she opened her mouth...she nodded her head in agreement and he let us leave I asked Kim did she want to come back with me and she insisted on going somewhere else I told her that after what just happened she is going with me....and out of no where she threw a tantrum and told me that she can handle her damn self and that she don't need another no good mother trying to look after her...she got on her phone and dialed a number she talked for a while and when she was finished she told me that I could leave some one is meeting her at the bar...and I tried to get her to let me drive her at least to the bar and she looked at me with anger in her eyes and said "NO" and turned and walked away...god I just want to go home and tell Olivia everything.....but I know I can't