How could we?

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A lot of POV changes in this, make sure you don't get confused luvs. And a little unexpected turn (:

Nialls POV

My tummy grumbled again and I sighed.

"You alright Ni?" Zayn asked me with a worried expression.

"I should've eaten something" I sighed again.

"You skipped again? Niall, we've talked about this. I know the media and some fake fans call you names and stuff but we can't let you get back on your ED. It's too dangerous, you mean too much to us" Liam looked me in the eyes until I dodged his gaze.

"I know, it's just- I was so worried because of Harry and the management meeting and then those fans were mean again. They c-called m-me na-names li-like-" I hiccuped as the messages and tweets flooded back.

"What did they call you Ni?" Zayn looked angry. Did I do wrong? No, he wouldn't use my nickname then. I think it was because of the comments. Zayn was really protective of me since I felt like a smaller brother to him.

"T-they ca-called me a fa-faggot and f-fat and other things li-like stupid blonde, ugly, idiot, useless and t-this time t-they told me to go ki-" I stuttered, sadness rushing through me.

"Hey, stop Niall. It's okay, we are here for you. You are none of that, none!" Zayn hugged my side as Liam soothed me.

I just felt so overwhelmed all of a sudden. Why can't I just have fun and sing without being judged? Why was being famous so hard at times? I just wanted to do what I could do best.

"Niall? Hey mate we're here. We have our interview now. Can you go in or do you want to go back? It's okay if it's too much for you right now" Liam pulled me out of my thoughts.

I couldn't go home now. Haters would see that I'm not important, fans would be sad and the media might spread rumours. Shaking my head I left the cab behind Liam.

All of a sudden I felt lightheaded and my vision blurred.

Liam's POV

I heard Niall stop behind me so I turned around.

"Nialler?"I asked as I saw him standing there lost.

He wobbled for a second before his knees gave out.

Thankfully I could catch him before he lost consciousness.

"Zayn?! Can you come here please?" I asked as I sat down, placing Niall's head in my lap.

"Why? What hap- Oh god Ni!" Zayn gasped when he saw Niall.

"Did he pass out? Do you think he's okay?" He bombarded me with questions.

I checked his pulse, his breathing, and looked for any injuries. "He looks as okay as possible in this situation if you get what I mean..."

"I think it's from a lack of food...When was the last time you saw him eat?"He asked then.

I thought for a while. The week was very stressful and I worried about Harry a lot. I might've been fed up with Zayn and me. Then Louis caused trouble and oh god-

"Err he ate a handful of trail mix on Monday" I mumbled feeling guilty. I made it my job to look after the others. I looked after them when they were sick, felt down, or had problems. How could I have failed so badly? How did I not notice?

"Oh god, oh god, oh god! The last time I saw him eat was yesterday and it was some raspberries. Shit, shit, shit. How could I be so careless! I'm horrible!" Zayn freaked out.

Out of nowhere Paul was there and looked at Niall in shock. "So I was supposed to make sure you're safe at the interview but it looks like my help is needed in another way. Should I drive you home? Or do you need to go to the hospital?"

I exchanged a look with Zayn. I got caught in his eyes for a moment, the soft golden brown eyes with the long lashes that seemed so soft. Quickly, I reminded myself of our situation. Not the time to stare at Zayn.

"Louis is home, he can take care of him. We'll do the interview" Zayn decided. I just nodded at that and helped Paul to put Niall in the car.

"Let's go to the interview Zee" I shook my head in a sad motion.

Louis POV

"Are you sure it's okay?" Josh asked looking unsure.

"Yeah, yeah. They won't even notice and Harry seems alright" I grinned at him.

"Why shouldn't he be alright? Did something happen to him?" Josh now looked a little worried.

"Something with Nick I think, I was busy planning my day with you. As I said, he's fine. Let's go watch that movie!"

"Alright, so cinema, footie and then getting takeaways?" Josh went through our plans again.

"You know me so well" I smiled.

"It's because I love you Boo, and now let's go" Josh smiled back.

"I love you too Babe" I whispered and pecked his lip while I intertwined my fingers with his.

Harry's POV

I was trying to make some soup when I heard the door shut. A little scared, I walked into the hallway and looked out the window. I was somewhat relieved somewhat upset at the sight of Louis and Josh leaving hand in hand. I was relieved it was only them but I thought they would stay and help me. I shook it off and went back to the soup.

After 15 minutes of cooking soup, I heard a knock at the door. I quickly moved the finished soup off the stove and hurried to open the door. Thanks to my bandages it was a struggle to open it but what I saw on the doorstep shocked me.

Paul was standing there with a passed-out Niall in his arms. Niall was pale and pearls of sweat were on his face. He looked completely worn out and weak but somehow he still managed to look like the sweet Niall we all adored.

"What happened?" I managed to get out as I pried my eyes off Niall.

"He lost conscience, most likely because of low blood sugar. When he gets up try to get him to eat something, the best would be something sweet. You'll have to be careful with him for the next couple of days. If it gets worse you might've to send him to the hospital" Paul explained.

I was confused, Niall loved to eat. Fans even made up a love story between him and pizza. Why would Niall not eat? A lot must've happened this week.

I snapped back to reality, back to Niall and Paul, back to the problem.

"C-can you put him down on the couch? I'll take care of him, don't worry" I requested not knowing why my voice broke a little, promising the last part more to myself.

Paul laid Niall on the couch in the living room, putting a pillow under his head and placing a blanket over him. After that, he quickly said his goodbyes because he had to go back to the interview. I gave him a short hug and then he left me with Niall.

Hey, luvs! I'm really happy to say that the next chapter will follow shortly. I hope you enjoy reading. Bye for now.





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