Uhmm... (Ouran High School Host Club Fanfic)

Day off

Author's Note

 This chapter is really important. You have to read it to understand Momoka better. Also thank you so much for reading. Sorry if it isn't making sense. I'm doing my best.

Momoka's view

It's been a about a week since I met the Host club and I've somehow managed to avoid them, not from the lack of them trying. I know I said I was going to face the past and I am just...not with them. Today the whole school has the day off so Ageha and I decide to visit father at work. So after Ageha wakes me up like usual we get ready to go. Ageha is wearing a fluffy sky blue dress with matching flats and I'm wearing a simple knee length purple summer dress with my white kitten knee high socks and matching purple converse.

"Ne Moka?" Ageha asks timidly while we start our ride to the Ohtori group's main research building.

"What Butterfly?" I answer while looking out the window at the passing buildings.

"Do you miss Mika?" I turn to face Ageha and she has a sad frown.

"Of course I miss her why do you ask?" Ageha never asks me things like this. What's going on?

"Well...sometimes I get sad when I think about how we don't get to see her anymore, but I never see you sad. Why? Don't you feel sad?" Oh that's why *sigh* I've got to get myself under control so I stop worrying her.

"I do miss her, very much, and I do get sad sometimes but you never see me sad because you always make me happy." I give her a big smile and her eyes brighten.

"Do I really make you happy all the time Moka?" I nod and she jumps into my lap for some sister snuggles. Then the limo stops in front of a large building labeled 'Ohtori research and development' on the front.  We climb out of the limo and walk up the steps, as soon as we enter the building we are given directions to the lab father is working in this time. As Ageha and I walk towards the lab I see a boardroom with glass doors, inside there is a meeting going on. It looks like an important meeting and I continue walking until I see a familiar black haired, glasses wearing host. Kyoya just so happens to look up from his notes in time to see me. I turn and walk away very quickly. He's going to tell Tamaki I know it. Damn the stupid Shadow King has to ruin me. Oh yeah I heard the rumors, he's not the only one who can gather data. Ageha and I enter the lab quietly and see that father is sound asleep at his work desk. We creep over quietly and whisper in his ears and he slowly opens his eyes. As soon as he is awake he pulls us into a bone-crushing hug. He would've held us like that forever but I tapped him on the back to let him know I couldn't breathe.

"Hello my princesses. What brings you to this boring place?" Father sits back down and pulls Ageha into his lap.

"We came to see you daddy!" Ageha cheers which makes father smile. I pull over another chair and sit.

"So how's school going Momoka?"

"It's alright my classes are super easy and the libraries are huge." I try to smile to reassure him but it falters a bit.

"Daddy! Moka made some really nice friends." Ageha beams at him like I did something wonderful.

"That's wonderful." He looks so relieved after she said that.

"How's work going?" How long will you let us stay?

"Work is going just fine but I'm a bit behind so I better get back to it soon." He looks at me remorsefully. I look away and see that above his desk is full of pictures of the family, even me. My eyes get blurry as I start to tear up.

"Hey Ageha sweetie could you run to the bathroom and wet a handkerchief please?"  Ageha immediately does as asked without question and leaves the room. Father pulls me into his lap like he did Ageha, an advantage of me being so short.