Is this love?

Oh no

That night after i had drove home from the jog i reached into my pocket to get my phone, but the only thing that was there were my headphones. At that moment my heart felt as if it had been punched 20 times. I quickly dropped everything I was holding and ran outside into my car. But no matter were I looked, it wasn't there. It was no use, my new I phone was gone, lost forever. After my quick investigation in the car, I stepped out and went into my house, I put some pjarmie shorts and a top on, and then shoved my hair into a messy bun. I walked over to my sofa and reached out for my laptop. I logged into my Twitter account to see that i had a mention from @themattespinosa. It said " yo @lea_caitlin my friend felicity has your phone 😂, I think your going to have to come get it". I smiled as a wave of relief flowed through me. I then replied with "I don't know where you guys are, so I can't sorry". After I had my little conversation with Matthew I walked into my kitchen and made myself a salad. After that I picked up my laptop again. While eating my salad I realised I had a DM from Matthew. It was a load of directions, where to meet him tomorrow. Then about 5 minutes Later my DMs were getting flooded with hate from magcon fans. To actually read such abuse like 'go kill yourself Matt wouldn't even care',and 'fuck you, you bitch if you even look at Matt I'll kill you', made me want to breakdown. If anyone catches me talking to Matt I have a reason, I've been through this before and I certainly don't want to go through this again. What felt like one hour later I looked at my clock, but it was 12am so I logged out of my laptop and went to bed. The next morning I woke up to daylight shining in my eyes, I yawned and stretched until final I had the strength to get out of bed. As I was walking to the kitchen I wondered if I should actually meet matt today or not. I suppose felicity will be there, so nothing can get awkward. Wait what am i thinking I won't really be speaking to him, felicity is the one that has my phone. After I ate my simple breakfast of honey and oats I went into my bedroom to pick some clothes to wear. I didn't want to show that I was making such an effort so I went with some white converse shoes, some high wasted shorts, a white shirt, and a comono with a simple gold necklace (picture shown above). Then I got a pen and paper and wrote down the address I was heading to.