my facade - ranboo angst :)

chapter 2 - is beeduo coming back?

(Ranboo's POV)

me
oh uh I'm
here now!! :D
srry 4 the late
reply btw :D
so what's going
on? :D
11:12AM

tubbo
tom u say
it pls :(
12:23PM

TOMZ
FINE 😒 basically,
we have this
like stream idea
for us 3!!!
if you want
to do it of course! :)
12:24PM

me
oh sure! :D
12:24PM

They want to hang out with me? What why? Im not even THAT interesting! Im just nervous i guess, oh god what if i look horrible on stream? What happens if they judge me, im not that good looking or anything. My parents would be so disappointed in me. I start fidgeting with my fingers while waiting for them to reply, yk for when they should stream and stuff. What would he even say to Tubbo? Its been so long and stuff! They did miss being around him though. Oh god. Tubbo was typing.

tubbo
grat!! what time
wroks for u?
and what day??
12:28PM

me
anything works for
me!! :D
12:29PM

They probably see me as weird! Im not that great at socialising or anything to be honest, im only good at making a fool out of myself! Im just not even thinking right, right now! Haha i used the same word in the same sentence twice!! And get this IN A ROW AS WELL!! ..im even bad at making people laugh. Oh well.

TOMZ
LETS HANG OUT
AND PLAN IT
OUT TOGETHER!!! 😼
12:32PM

tubbo
yh sure!! :)
12:32PM

TOMZ
YAY!!! does that
work with you
buffboob??
12:33PM

FUCK FUCK FUCK. WHY WOULD HE ASK TO HANG OUT?!? I DON'T EVEN WANT TO GO OUT RIGHT NOW. BUT IF I DECLINE THEN IM A BAD FRIEND, OH GOD DAMMIT I HATE THIS.

me
yeah that works
for me!! :D
12:33PM

TOMZ
YAY!! LETS MEET
IN LIKE 10
MINS ALR??
12:34PM

tubbo
ok bossman 🧌
12:35PM

me
can't wait to
see you guys!!
see you guys
later bye! :D
12:35PM

i mean i was basically already ready so i just kinda grabbed my bag and put on a coat, then walked out and i put my headphones on and started listening to music :). Then i texted tom and tubbo because i had no idea on where we were going to meet up—

me
hey, so where
are we meeting
up?
12:37PM

TOMZ
idm tbh
12:38PM

tubbo
the cafe? we
could get coffee!!
12:39PM

me
that sounds good
to me :D
12:39PM

TOMZ
u and ur
fucking coffee 😒🏳️‍🌈
coffee are for
the like GAYS ‼️
12:40PM

tubbo
shtu 🆙.
12:40PM

i let out a little giggle, god i missed having these stupid moments with them. A lot of people were probably looking at me right now, i hate having that much eyes on me. Which sounds weird to be honest! Considering im a streamer and stuff.

TO BE CONTINUED BABES XOXO SRRY NOT SRRY <33
this is going to take a long time to finish because mental health is really shit rn. xx
leave ideas for me pls :)
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