brother's best friend - lhs

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Things with Heeseung all started this past summer during my 11th grade summer break (it's set in sk so the school year starts in march and then they get the break and then that same school year continues after the break). He had started to get a bit more flirty with me at the beginning of the summer- well flirty when we weren't around my older brother Jay who he was best friends with.

Then at the end of the summer, at a party someone a year older than me, in Heeseung and Jay's grade, hosted- we kissed for the first time. We had drunkenly made out with one another in the bathroom, away from everyone- and away from my brother. I doubted that we would ever do that again and honestly the next day I was so embarrassed that I couldn't even leave my room because I knew that he had stayed the night with Jay.

But when he secretly entered my room and walked up to me, taking my hands in his, before he kissed me once again- now sober- I no longer felt embarrassed. Instead I felt anxiety- anxiety that my brother would come in the room right at that moment and catch us.

♡ It has now been two weeks since then and I was currently finishing up the last day of my first week back at school. I had reunited with my friend, Deji, who had ended up having to spend the summer with her dad in Daegu for most of the time- not really allowing us time to hang out much during the summer.

On the first day of school, earlier this week, after she talked about her summer and I talked about most of mine, I told her about what happened with Heeseung and I. When I say she was shocked- she was shocked.

"I mean, Lili, he had been flirting with you a lot for a while before that so It's kind of expected but like- wow, your brother's best friend!" I remember her saying. "Does Jay know?" She asked.

And of course I responded with a "Fuck no."

♡ I currently walked through the halls, my arm latched with Deji's as we talked about wanting to make plans to hang out the next weekend. We would do this weekend but her mom wanted to hang out with Deji since she had only come back two days before school started up again. I didn't complain though and I wasn't upset because of course I understood and wanted her and her mom to hang out.

At the front of the school we ended up parting ways since we lived in completely different areas in Seoul. I then put my airpods in my ears, connected them to my phone, before I put on some music. I walked and walked until I finally arrived back home. I walked through the gate that was connected to the walls which surrounded my home (imagining Jookyung's house in true beauty tbh) and up to my door. I then took out my key and unlocked the door before I headed inside (I also want to note that I'm keeping most things about South Korean schools true but I will change some things like them not having to stay late at the school for their study hall type class).

When I walked inside I took my shoes off before entering the main living area- luckily I was the only one home which made me happy. I loved being home alone since it had become such a rare thing with there always being someone else in the family at home.

I had decided that I would just shower now considering I wasn't planning on going out anywhere tonight so that is exactly what I did. I put music on my phone and went in the shower, mouthing along to the lyrics. (i would just like to inform you both jake and jungwon were active on weverse while i was writing thisss... we're not gonna talk about how they literally respond to everyone else but me..)

♡ After my shower I simply walked across the hall and into my room. I got into some comfy pajamas- aka some fluffy pajama pants and loose cropped T-Shirt- and brushed my hair before putting my towel back, grabbing my phone from my room, and heading down the stairs. When I got downstairs the house was luckily still empty- allowing for me to be alone for more time.