Tweens

Ch.1

Urgh!!!! Dont you ever have does days where you just want to shriek at the top of your lungs? Well, first of all, I am so out of breath that ill probably won't have the energy to scream, second of all, I would be murdered with a hatchet by my parents. I love my parents and all but Dont you think that they dont get you at all? Well, when im having one of my meltdowns, my dad will 'try' to comfort me. But honestly, his life is nothing compared to mine.
one of the things that stress me out most is school, you see, I go to a freaking local middle school, and things dont go as perfectly as they seem. I just want concentrate on life itself. school, family, friends, boys.... All these things are just spinning around my head constantly, like a hurricane devouring a 13 year old girl like me. Speaking of boys, I did have a few'crushes', I mean its not that I want to, but according to the documentaries, its just a sign of ' maturity '.well, it just comes naturally for me. It seems that I have no purpose or reasons to like someone. And then there are those friends( a.k.a lip-gloss addict, romance novels readers) yep, im talking about the cute and popular friends who squeal every time you mention your crush, its like what's their problem? Not than im complaining or anything, in fact, I do like to be under the ' spotlight'