❀Lover❀

Finnick Odair x Reader

Y/n POV:

"The tributes for the 3rd quarter quell, will be reaped, from the existing victors." Snow says through the TV.

My eyes filled with tears when I realized I have to kill more. Flashbacks from my games go through my head. Dizziness clouds my brain.

It's hard to breathe.

I can hardly get up. My legs jiggling like jelly.

"You killed me! I had a family, I'm going to get my revenge. Just you wait." Leo, a tribute from district 7, in my games, said.

"You slit my throat! My parents watched as you killed me!" Kronos, a tribute from district 3 yelled.

I did this to them, that weight of knowing, I killed innocent kids. I never forgave myself. I get nightmares every night.

"Y/n?" I come back to reality, once someone calls my name.

"Sorry, what did you say?" I said looking in the direction of the voice. My sister Alayna looked at me, as a tear ran down her face.

"I'm so sorry." That's when I really lost it. My vision blurred knowing I might have to go back.

I heard the door slam open as Finnick O'dair ran in. He quickly wrapped his arms around me, as I got tears on his shirt.

I don't know why I'm crying. He has to go back. I looked up at him. I could see a few tears fall down his face. He tries to hide when he realized I was looking at him.

We didn't say anything. We just sat there. Knowing we would never get to have a family like we had planned when we were 10.

"Finnick?" I said with a shaky voice.

He looked into my eyes but didn't say anything.

"Whatever happens, I love you." I kissed him softly, almost like if I would break him.

"I love you more than anything. We will get through this. I will do anything to keep you safe."