Kang Sujin: Stray kids 9th member

First meeting

I didn't know where to go. All I had with me was my phone.

After a very long walk, I stopped in front of a convenience store and sat down on a bench.
When the sun has set, I was already asleep.

The next day, I woke up early and continued walking to the unknown, as far as possible from my house. My mind was in disorder, I didn't know if I should feel guilty because cause I left my family or feel happy because I finally found my freedom. I slept outside that day as well.

This is my third day after running away. I kinda regret it. It's already dark. I'm starving. I don't know where to go. I'm all alone. I don't have anything left. I'm crying. I wanna go home. I regret it. I really regret it. I wanna go home. I'm sorry. I don't wanna die. I-

"Are you okay?"

I looked up to see a guy kneeling down in front of me. I know him, but I don't know what to say. My face is a mess, my eyes are puffed. I can't stop my tears from falling. His smile was shining in the dark as he repeated what he said : "Are you okay? It's late now, don't you have a home to go to?"

"No, I don't."

"Don't tell me you're planning to spend the night here."

"I don't have anywhere to go."

"Then come with me." He grabbed my hand to take me to his house. I didn't feel anything at that time but the warmth of his hands. We arrived to the house and entered.

Seven handsome guys were gathering in the living room. One of them opened his mouth : "Chan, did you bring the noodles?"

"Oh, I totally forgot about it. I will be back now." And left the house leaving me standing near the door.

They turned back to what they were doing, no one noticed me. I was standing in my place without moving, waiting for BangChan to return. I know them all, one by one, and I know everything about them. I was actually staning them. The happiness I felt at that moment is inexpressible.

Felix noticed that I was standing near the door and came closer to me: "You seem like you were crying. You can enter and wash your face."

I nodded to him and followed him to the rest room. I washed my face while he was waiting for me outside. I stepped out to receive a towel on my face. He led me to his bedroom.

We sat on the floor together, he asked: "What are you doing here?"