Bliss

28 (Not wrong)

Jungkook pov

"Hmmmm! The weather's so delightful!" He said and put his head on my shoulder.

"Wanna stay here for some time?"
"Can we?" I smiled and put him on the grass. He took a deep breath and laid on the grass. I smiled and laid beside him. He turned and looked at me. I tilted my head as he pouted.
"What is this?" He shook his head.
"Seokjin!" He looked at me.
"Have you.....have you-"
"Say what you want!" I said and caressed his hair.

"Have you thought about making a family? Like marrying someone and having children." I sighed and looked at the sky.
"I have!"
"Then why didn't you marry?" I smiled.
"Cause I messed up!" I looked at him who was looking at me with round eyes.

"You told me if your appa and I were wrong. I told you no cause he was the only one I could think of having the things I never wanted to have with him." I looked at him.
"Even having you!" I bit my bottom lip.
"With Jimin......I could love! I could care!I could do stupid things the ones who are inlove can do. I could be cheesy! Act like a fool inlove. With Jimin.....I even had you!" I sighed.

"But when he left he took.....that Jungkook too! The one who could love! Could care! Could be inlove." I closed my eyes and took a deep breath.
"I don't wanna blame him! It was my own fault..... when I could explain I just let it slip!" I turned to him who was still looking at me.
"I don't know what your appa has told you about the reason we broke up and things.....didn't end up the way we had imagined. But it was not my fault! They all think it was......yeah I just stepped back but......it was cause no one heard me. They didn't believe me!" He put his head on my chest and hugged me.

"I believe you! You can tell me if it makes you feel better. I know you won't lie to me!" I smiled and caressed his hair.
"Knowing the fact you believe me is enough!" He looked at me.
"Of course I believe you! You never lie to me. Cause you love me." I smiled and kisses his head.
"Another reason I don't look at Jimin and I wrong!" He looked at me.
"You are the main reason!" He smiled and hugged me tightly.
"I love you!"
"I love you more!"

Author pov

Jungkook entered the house Jin in his hold deep sleeping. He went upstairs to Jin's room and put him on his bed.
"Ah he didn't have his milk!" He said and shook his head. Taking Jin's shoes he put the blanket all over him and caressed his face.
"Goodnight my baby!" He came out and closed the door after taking the last glance.

"Ahhh I am tir-"
"What happened?" He turned to Suho as heard him.
"16 years ago! When you cheated on Jimin....what exactly happened?"

Author pov

Jungkook looked at his dad who was standing in front of him. Suho who had heard what he was telling Jin felt different when heard his son. It was the very first time he was thinking he had been unfair to Jungkook.

"What is the use to bring up the past? I tried to fix it that time but no one heard me." Jungkook said and smiled.
"I am not mad though! I have an angel now who is sleeping peacefully in this room and believes me. It is enough for me!" Jungkook was about to go but Suho stopped him.
"But I want to know!" Jungkook looked at him. Suho held Jungkook hand.
"Tonight.....I found I was not a good dad for you and this is bothering me till no end."

"Dad this is not-"
"Jungkoo-"
"They drugged me!" Suho narrowed his eyes.
"In that damn party that I wish I had never been. It was.....It was Jaehyun's birthday. There was a girl his cousin specifically she had tried to do things with me but I never let her as I loved Jimin. As careless as I am as irresponsible as I am I'm not a cheater. He gave me.....a juice. It had viagra in that! I found it.....after the incident. What was the worst.....she knew Jimin and.....told- dad this is not important! Years has passed Jimin is not here that girl got imprisoned and no matter I tried to confirm it no one listened to me." Jungkook said and bit his bottom lip. He puffed and pushed his hair back. 
"I know I fucked up after that cause I was mad. Then became what I was running from it! A fuck boy! But I regret it. Right now......the only thing matters to me is what matters to Jin and the only person is important is him. I don't wanna miss him.....nor wanna make him disappointed anymore-dad!" Suho cried and hugged Jungkook.

"I'm sorry!" Suho whispered shocking Jungkook.
"I.....didn't know you went through such a pain all alone. All this time!" He lowered his head.
"You even.....didn't get to see your son when he was little.....cause I failed being a good father for you after your mom!"
"Dad you did your be-"
"No Jungkook! I.....was the opposite side the father you needed." Jungkook smiled.

"Dad you were the best dad so don't blame yourself!"
"Pelase forgive me!" Jungkook shook his head.
"No you are the one who must forgive me." Suho looked at him.
"Now better to sleep! Jin may wake up! Moreover I am tired." Suho smiled.
"Ok son!" Jungkook smiled and went to his room. He leaned to the door and closed his eyes. Slowly his tears fell! After years he was feeling good! Feeling loved! Not alone!

Suho pov

I tilted my head and looked at Jin who had pouted lips writing something down with lots of concentration.
"Ohhh! What is taking your attention like this?" He looked at me. He shook his head and went back to his writing.
I went to him who looked so funny like this.
"So you are keeping something from me?" He looked at me.
"No! It is connected to my school." I nodded.
"Maybe your dad can he-"
"No! I myself must do it!" I nodded.
"Ok ok!"

In that time Jungkook came down.
"Morning!"
"Morning son!"
"Morning!" Jin said not taking his eyes from the paper. Jungkook got shocked as heard him.
"You've waken up?" Jin nodded.
"What is with him?" I shook my head.
"He doesn't say anything to me. He is your son go and see if he tells you!" He went to Jin.

"What ar-"
"Excuse me? Don't you think I am doing something private?" Jungkook narrowed his eyes.
"Private?" Jin nodded with tighetened brows.
"You kid do you even know what-"
"Jungkook!" He closed his eyes and took a deep breath and smiled to Jin.

"Jin baby will you tell dad what the he-what are you doing?" Jin shook his head.
"No!" Jin stood up and took his notebook as well.
"Ahhh people have became nosy these days!" He said and shook his head.

Taking all of his stuffs he went upstairs!
"What is with him?" I shook my head.
"Don't know better not to insist. He will tell it when it's the time!"
"What do you mean what if he is doing somethin-"
"Jungkook!"

Jungkook pov

I looked at Jin who was weirdly quiet. It is not common that he sits this quiet without saying a single world.

"Today your school ends eairler yeah?" He nodded.
"Yes! Our geography teacher is sick!" I nodded. His silence is very weird!
"You ok? No problems?" He turned and looked at me.
"I'm fine!" He narrowed his eyes.
"Why you keep asking this? Is there any problem?" I looked at him and shook my head.
"No! No....just wanted to know about your well being." I said and smiled. He smiled back.
"I'm fine!" He said and again turned his head toward the window looking outside.

"You sure-"
"Ahhhhh! Why you keep asking the same question?"
"Cause you are weirdly quiet! Like very weird. You even don't give time to breath when you speak but now you are all quiet not uttering a word!"
"What is your point? Tell me I am talkative?" He said with tightened brows. You really don't know you are?
"No! My point is you are never this quiet when it is the two of us but now you do not even utter a word which means something's has happened! Or is going to happen!" He pouted and rolled his eyes.

"Don't roll eyes!" He looked at me with tightened brows.
"Thank god we arrived!"
"So this is it? You don't like to be with your dad anymore yeah?" He pouted.
"This is not that! Ahhhh today you are asking too much I'd rather to go! Lone you!" He said and waved to me. I smiled and nodded.
"Love you too! Take care! Seokjin I will come and fetch you!" He nodded and waved. I sighed.

"Raising you isn't a joke!" I chuckled and shook my head.

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