Are We Together Yet? ~ Yeonbin Story

Chapter 1 - My secret lover

Soobin

I had always admired Yeonjun from the very first time I saw him. My heart would race every time Yeonjun entered the room in the café, and I couldn't help but feel weak in the knees whenever Yeonjun served me a drink. It was clear to me that I was deeply in love with him, but I couldn't bring myself to tell Yeonjun how I felt.

I am shy by nature, and the thought of confessing my feelings to Yeonjun left me anxious and nervous. Whenever I tried to approach Yeonjun about my feelings, my words would get tangled in my throat, and I would ultimately back out. Even though Yeonjun was nice to me, it seemed like I would never be able to summon the courage to speak my truth.

Despite my shyness, I found ways to express my admiration for Yeonjun. I would sometimes leave little notes of encouragement for Yeonjun on the table, in his name, or I would surprise him with small thank you gifts that I think he would like. It was a way for me to convey my feelings without actually having to say the words.

but anyway, I don't think Yeonjun is bothered about me being here a lot. I pretend like I have a job around here, and I'm on my lunch break, but I don't really. It's just a little excuse to come to the café

I was sitting alone, lost in deep thought

Soobin dreaming imagination.~

Yeonjun approached me and sat down opposite me. They sat in silence for a few moments until Yeonjun spoke up.

"Soobin, I know we have only just met but I need to tell you something."

My heart skipped a beat as I waited for Yeonjun's words.

"I've been thinking a lot lately, and I realized that I'm in love with you."

My eyes widened in shock as I realized that the feelings I've had been so afraid to reveal were reciprocated. Tears began to form in my eyes as I finally found the courage to tell Yeonjun how I felt.

"I'm in love with you too, Yeonjun."

"Hey Soobin? Why are you crying?" I heard my best friend Teahyun asked me.

I shake my head and look at where the voice was coming from.

Soobin dreaming imagination over~

Taehyun had his hand on my shoulder while looking at me concerned. When did he get here?

"What? I'm not crying." I felt my face to see if I was.

Taehyun slightly chuckled at me. I had no idea when he got here.

" When are you going to talk to your crush? I know you like you." He said sipping his coffee.

" Honestly I don't know. I don't want him to turn me down. Such a great guy. I don't want him to think I'm a creep by being in this café every day. " I pouted at myself.

Tae rolls his eyes.

Ah rude.

" you won't know if he will turn you down if you don't ask him. Go up there and ask." Suddenly Taehyun gently pulls me up from my seat.

"Wait wait wait Taehyun! No!" I panicked.

Taehyun pulled me over to the till.

"Hi, are you Yeonjun? " Tae smiled at him. The smile was very cheeky.

"Yes I am. How can I help?" He asked nicely, smiling back.

I look down at my feet feeling so nervous and I couldn't look at Yeonjun.

"You may have noticed my friend here has been in your cafe everyday nearly. Well he kind of has crush on you but hasn't had the courage to tell you."

Oh gosh oh gosh. I can't believe he is doing this.

"Oh really? Well..." Yeonjun said and came close to me. He stood right in front of me.

"I may have crush on him too. I just kept my feelings to myself because of my job." He  says happily.

I look up at him. I met his eyes. Butterflies was in my stomach. I didn't know what to say to him.

"I.... umm...." I couldn't find my words to talk back.

"If it makes you feel better. You don't need to say anything." He comforts me.

I freak out. I needed to calm down.

I managed to breathe out "I'll be back." And run out of the cafe.

I got into my car and took a moment to breathe in and out.

"Oh jeez. I've definitely messed up here. What is he gonna think of me now."

I huff out.

"Arrr why Taehyung do that so fast. But then he was only trying to help me."

I will have to go back to him and have private chat with Yeonjun and I guess talk about my feelings. Hopefully I won't cringe him away.

For a few minutes I let some tears down because I was feeling so much but I stop myself and calm down. I took a sip of my bottle of water.

"Right. Time to have a chat with my crush. Oh my gosh. I'm nervous" I push my hair out of my face.
I got a message from Taehyun.

From Taehyun
"Hey bin, where did you go? Yeonjun is getting worried and so am I. Please come back and talk. It will make you feel better. Trust me hyung."

I just look at the message for a few seconds and decided to head back in. I don't want him worrying about me.

You can do this Soobin. Don't be nervous.

To be continued....
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