𝐀𝐤𝐡𝐞𝐭 𝟏.𝟓

𝐐𝐔𝐈𝐍𝐍 𝐊𝐄𝐍𝐍𝐄𝐃𝐘

THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS:

- Violence
- Murder

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Thoth gave me everything I could've ever imagined. He wasn't just my God, but my father too, and now I didn't know what to do without his guidance.
I was lost, the day we fought Set was the worst day of my life, I haven't felt this type of pain since my dad's death, and I never thought it would happen again.
Everything was perfect, our life was perfect. Then he weirdly commanded me to go outside, I didn't want to, it was too hot, but he wasn't listening. After all, Gods choose whether to feel the temperature or not, and they never do.

We argued for a few minutes, then I realized who I was talking to, a God.
I didn't have enough power to win the discussion, so I angrily stepped outside and held my tears because I didn't have a choice but to do everything he said. I had no idea why he just wanted me to stand in that particular street and do nothing, I was so fed up with his bullshit I was about to text my friend to pick me up and ask her if I could live with her, then a man approached me.

That's how it all started, I ended up in the desert, fearing for my life after Mr. Bryant told us Set was after us. It wasn't even the worst part, I had a vision, another God I was familiar with possessed me and killed my father, I was surprised to figure out it was Anubis. I felt bad for screaming at Isaac like that, it wasn't really his fault, but I was too angry to care. I remember having the biggest and longest discussion with Thoth, I screamed at him for hours after learning that he was the one who killed my mother and asked Anubis to kill my father.

That night, I asked myself if Gods really cared about us, and not think that we were just toys or something to add to their collection. I felt like a pawn in his stupid game. When I woke up, he wasn't there. I didn't think much about him, I thought he was just offended after the words I called him, but I started to worry after in the evening, I didn't feel his presence on the Earth. I obviously panicked and ran to Alice, more scared than ever.

After that, everything went into chaos, Callie lost her arm, Isaac was laying on the ground, Alice struggled to to stay alive and Mr. Bryant was unconscious, while I sat near a column and watched the ground as blood was dripping out of my nose and my forehead. I couldn't believe this was happening, it had to be a nightmare. When Mr. Bryant died, I was shocked. I never saw Isaac so desperate, and Alice so upset, Callie and I didn't know what to do at that moment, then a strong light could be seen from afar. Ra and his portray, Khal, came to rescue us.

Alice and Khal used to be friends, I didn't know how since Khal wasn't a guardian, but maybe she'll explain everything one day. When I stepped out of the portal, I was home. It was raining, I was on the street while I looked up at my house. The first thing I thought was "how will I pay rent now?".
It makes me laugh thinking about it now, but I truly was miserable. Thoth always provided for me, so I didn't need to have a job, but now... I had no one.

When I got inside, I immediately went through my dad's stuff while I was sobbing, trying to find my relatives.
I started by calling my grandparents, but they didn't want anything to do with me, because they thought I killed my dad. I understood that they were scared, so I decided to leave them alone. I found my aunt, but she also didn't want me around for the same reason. I was frightened, I had for the first time in years a panic attack. I thought it would never end, but I managed to win against it. I wasn't sure if I should've went to the police, but they would've never believed me.

So I decided to sleep, I was so tired after everything that I woke up late in the afternoon, and that's when I knew what to do. No one could understand me better than other portrays, so I sat down on my desk and went through my computer, trying to find anyone who could be a portray, but obviously I didn't find anything. It was mainly because portrays couldn't be famous, it was such a stupid rule, Thoth and I argued many times about it as I wanted to be a famous writer.