She Was an Angle on her own way, He was the Sunshine of her day, She was Lonely and shy, He was the wings that make her fly, She Is Just a Girl, He Is Just a Boy, and their Relationship Is Just a Fairytale She Wrote, Just a bullet inside her heart.
Somewhere in this earth, there was a Girl, her Smile was so weak, her eyes full with tears, her words not clear and it was hard for her to breathe, the black under her eyes was telling stories about her crying nights, she looked afraid and sad, not able to stop her shaky hand, she was trying hard to hide that clear pain behind a little laugh. she handled sadness since she was a Child, she thought everything will change if she learned from the worst times of her life, Nothing was easy with the time, she grew up so fast, she opened her arms to the world, Oh Poor Girl, she didn't know that the world only gives hurt and pain, tears and broken hearts, the world steal your joy before you feel it. she looked for someone to hold her hand when all the close people became strangers, when the enemies became stronger and the rooms got smaller, she didn't know what to do, she couldn't find the truth. he came along, opening his arms wide for her, she didn't waste any minute, she ran to him, jumping inside his chest, drying her eyes on his shoulder, but her happiness didn't last longer, she opened her eyes and found nobody, was he real? or was it just a daydream? all these questions made their way to her mind. she walked again alone in that empty road, staring at her bleeding heart, oh how it was tough for her to understand that everything is gonna be okay, he came again wiping her tears away, he looked deep in her eyes and showed her the way, he pushed her towards the light but he didn't go with her, he just kept staring at her walking slowly, she turned around to see him but he wasn't there. she took steps on her new road, everything was clear, there was no fear, all her pain disappeared, she found her way Up, her steps started getting faster just to see what is waiting fot her out there, for the first time of her life, she placed real smile on her face. Somehow everything felt right to her, but the pointing fingers made her lose hope and faith, made her weaker each step forward, he put his hand on her shoulder letting her know, if everybody hated her, he would never do that, he made her feel comfortable and safe, he gave life to her dead heart, he was all she know... he never left her side even though he wasn't real, he never let her cry or share tear, he held her hand and walked with her for more than a year. he was her home, her family, her friend and her inspiration. she loved him unconditionally, and she said : with you I see forever clearly, I didn't know that love felt that way before, Nothing's gonna change my love for you, you are all I know baby. she didn't know that love will cut her heart each moment she live with that illusion she create, she thought he was just for herself but she was wrong so wrong.... Somewhere, far away from her, across distances, Mounties and oceans, on different countries, at different time, in different season, with different languages, and different life....He was there, living happy, not knowing that there is a Girl out side waiting for him to hold her for real, he didn't even know that she is exist, he didn't feel her love, he didn't hear her cry, he didn't know he was the main reason of her smile, he had a Girl in his life make him feel complete, his girl was beautiful, elegant and talented. but deep down his heart there was a place for that girl who used to cry every night because she can't hear his heart beat, she can't be the one that will grow old with. she used to dream how their life would be together, how he love her, how he get jealous when other guy come closer to her, how he hold her when she cry, how he make funny faces just to make her smile, how he get mad at her and then make it up to her, how he get sick and she take care of him. she couldn't handle the truth, her only love doesn't know she was out there, she broke down crying her face off, he won't be here anymore to wipe her tears because he wasn't real in the first place, everybody laughed at her, all her hope faded away, she was overboard, she was lost and lonely, she was a ghost of a girl she wanted to be most. she loved a guy, she opened her heart for him, she named their kids, planned for their wedding, called his mom mother in low and his dad father in low, he taught her how to believe, but in the end she realized it was only just a dream. but what a dream? even though everything she never gave up on him, she believed that one day she will meet him no matter how far they are, no matter how impossible to be where he was, she didn't care if he love her back, she just wanted to love him more everyday, she wanted to breathe the same air as him, she wanted to see what it feels like to touch him, to small his perfume, to look at his eyes, to tell him I love you with all my heart. she finally packed her bags, and decided to let go of his love, she finally let go of him, but she promised he will always be the one, and inside her heart will always be the king, and for him she belong. she started walking away, with her head down, her feet taking her somewhere. he was sleeping peacefully in his bed knowing nothing about what's happening in the other half of the earth, he was dreaming an angel holding tight on his shirt but suddenly that angel let go of him, he said: don't leave me, please ... but the angel kept silence and walked away, he called again, begging for the angel to stay but it was too late because the angel already left. he woke up immediately, breathing heavily, he felt lonely and broken, but in the end he said it was just a dream. many years passed by, life changed, but the memories never fade away. on some building stairs there was old woman trying to walk down that stairs, she was afraid to fall, she took her first step on first stair, her body lost control and she was going to fall but a shaky hand held her hand making her stand straight, she looked to her side there was old man, she smiled to him and he smiled back, he helped her to go downstairs. in the end of the stairs they looked at each other again, then each one of them walk in his way, he turned and took a look at her while she did the same. she didn't know it was him, her love, her everything, she didn't know her dream just came true and she touched him for real, she breathed the same air as he did, she spent 5 minutes with him without knowing, she looked at his eyes without noticing, she didn't know that she was home for a moment of her life. he felt his heart skipping a beat, he didn't know why, he didn't know he was holding his angel for a moment of his life. he was part of her and she was part of him, maybe their love wasn't meant to be on earth but who knows maybe it's meant to be on heaven........ Passion with dreams means that even when everything falls apart in your life, what remains and never leaves are your dreams. Your dreams alone motivate you enough to put your life back together. just believe that nothing is impossible, everything is possible if you never say never, even after thousands years your dreams will came true for sure, just hold on them tight. she believed in her dream, maybe she didn't get it but at least she made it came true even for 5 minutes. untill now she still writes letters for him and throw them on the sea, he still dreams about that angel, maybe one day the sea will take the letters for him, maybe he will notice her in next life...
