i need to get this off my chest

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i think that sometimes in order to protect myself, i have to cut people off first before they can do it to me. sounds toxic, but sometimes i don't know how to handle it when it happens to me. i start crushing on someone so easily that once it actually happens, he's the one i start to hyper fixate on. it hurts me when you start getting distant, even though i was the one that told you i was going to cut you off first.

when i knew i was going to fall for you, i knew someone was going to get hurt and that was going to be me.

but you knew that too.

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