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Shadyside, Sunnyvale. What's the difference? I'll tell you the difference, one sucks ass. And the other is the ass being sucked.
Life is shit either way.
I used to be a Shadysider. I used to live the life I wanted. I used to love who I wanted.
But Sunnyvale is like an identity stripper.
When I moved, I abandoned my friends, I abandoned my personality, I abandoned my sexuality, and I abandoned my girlfriend.
I didn't want to, but in 1994 you have no choice.
I changed my whole life, I got a douchey stereotypical boyfriend, I got new friends. I ran from who I used to be because I couldn't handle it.
And I fit right in. I'm popular, i'm a cheerleader, my old friends hate me, my relationship with Ivory Violet. Was forever gone.
The only thing that could bring us back together was witchcraft at this point.
I've tried to forget, but I can't. I'm miserable without them. If you can't forget, hide. Everytime I see my old friends, I have fun with my new ones, everytime I see her, I get all touchy feely with my boyfriend. That might make them hate me, but I need them to forget. I need them to erase my existence.
I feel like I cursed all of them. And the only way I can fix it, is by making them hate me.
