Chapter One| Friday, March 24th, 2023:
" In a different book, on a different page."Sulanii sang Stranger By: Jhené Aiko softly while spraying windex on her mirror because it had a lot of fingers prints on it. Her thought's running a mile a minute she didn't even hear her best friend come in her room.
" Lanii baby, are you ok? " Lili spoke standing in the crack of the door watching lanii wipe down her mirror, swaying and nodding her head to the music playing.
Hearing someone say something she looked over at Lili and raised her eyebrows and smiled lightly. The song now changing to Nympho By: Yung Bleu Lili squealed cause this was their favorite song, giggling lightly lanii laid her cleaning supplies on the ground.
" You need my love, I need your love! " they both sung loudly while walking close to each other holding hands and swaying side to side.
" I need one chance, one chance to fuck! Girl, it's your birthday, let's turn up! " letting the beat drop they both started grinding on each other and singing loudly.
" We can get freaky, baby, baby, don't tease me! " looking in each others eyes they both stopped and busted out laughing cause knowing every time this songs plays they act out.
" What were you saying babe? " Lanii replied to Lili's previous question while picking up the cleaning supplies she laid on the floor, walking towards the connected bathroom to put the supplies back in their place.
" I had asked were you ok cause I had knocked a couple times and didn't get an answer." She voiced while looking at herself in the mirror. Coming back in here room she looked at Lili admiring herself in her mirror.
Not replying she looked away thinking why she couldn't have the body that Lili has? Why did people treat her differently than a normal sized girl? Why couldn't men see her as their dream woman instead of an quick fuck?Everyone on her moms side were plus-size with big breast and voluptuous butts. In middle school she was never insecure cause she was a child, but she seeing all the smaller sized girls wear crop tops with slim stomach's, getting picked on because her stomach was always protruded out in her jeans. Watching them get the boyfriends they wanted cause they were smaller always made her feel some type of way but she never thought too hard on it. She was always quiet, she stayed to herself because she didn't have any friends.
When she reached high school that's when she understood how society worked. Her being picked on finally made since. She knew she wasn't going to ever be was society wanted to see or be with. Her mom always told her to embrace her curves, she thought how could she when people talked down on it everyday?