Muted Feelings | -Minsung

Chapter 1.

Jisung was currently in his doctors office,the same doctor who helped him when his time was the worst,the same doctor who saved him from well..that's a long story.

"I'm very sorry miss Han,but there is nothing I can help to make Jisung speak in a normal tone,and no other doctor can help with it either." the doctor said apologetically.He was flicking through Jisung's hospital files.

"What do you mean there is nothing you can help?!" the woman snapped at the man sitting infront of her.

"The trauma he went through really suffocated and terrified him,he will stay permenantly mute.He has vocal chords paralisys but you already knew that.It might take from 6 to 12 months for him to start speaking again.

Miss Han was lost for words.How can just life be so cruel towards an innocent boy?Was this the punishment Jisung really deserved for being a pleasant human being?

Tears started streaming down her cheeks,her vision begining to get blurry.Through sobs she was repeating as she gently tried to wipe away her tears "I failed as a mother,I am sorry Sungie".

Jisung who was sitting next to his mother the whole time,just side hugged her.His eyes were teary,he didn't want his mother to feel like she was responsible for the things that happened to him.

"Miss Han" the doctor called out "I heard you wanted to homeschool Jisung
But I think that is not a good idea.I think you should transfer him to a different school and give him time to try and socialize.It might also help him to regain his speech back."

Jisung's eyes widened at the thought of needing to be in a public school again with all those kids.He didn't want to go through the same shit on repeat.

Jisung's mother shook her head with her eyes still full of tears "I don't want Jisung to go through the same things at the new public school,I know it will be really hard for him to get along with the other kids"

The doctor nodded "I understand your concerns but I might have a solution" He handed back the files to miss Han "You see,I have a son,his name is Seungmin and he is the same age as Jisung."

Jisung's mother just stared back at the man as he continued explaining "He is a very lovely boy and he has just a few close friends."

"What are you trying to say?" the woman looked at him skeptically.

Mr.Kim adjusted his glasses "What I'm trying to say here is,if you transfer Jisung into the same school as my son Seungmin,Seungmin will help him with everything he needs"

He continued "I know you are well off and the education there is not much.I never made this offer to any of my patients but I really want to help Jisung.I can't imagine how I would feel if my son went through the same things,especially this young.

Jisung's mother was clutching on the papers tightly as the man put his elbows on the table resting his chin on his hands "So what do you say?"

She thought for a second,but she knew if the doctor spoke about his son like this,it was true because he was an honest man.If that boy could really help Jisung and if the school had that good of a reputation,she will let him go.

The woman looked at her son for a split second,he was sending her pleading eyes and shook his head lightly for her not to agree.But she knew this was the best for him "I will transfer him to your son's school on one condition."

"And that is?" mr.Kim trailed off.. "I want to meet him in person before I agree.",the man nodded.

"He can come for tonight to talk over dinner,you can of course come along mr.Kim" the woman offered,trying to force a tiny smile on her face.