I don't want them to be like me, I want them to like me. I hear the saying a lot "hurt people, hurt people". I understand what the saying means. I just can't always see the connection in specifically my life. But I know most people don't like me, no matter if they are emotionally damaged and or stable. I get weirded out very easily. Some specific people you obviously don't know. Lets just call them rose. Rose just grosses me out. I am Rose. I am rose. Am I rose? They think of me as a rose. I don't like rose or do I just not like me. Other people make me not like me. Paranoid people usually say it's not real you're just "paranoid", but it's real. Why can't I be my proof. I am told by certain adults I connected with over a short period of time that I am an old soul. So guess what I did? I looked it up on google. Maybe I don't need friends. Teachers are so much more understanding. They get me more than most teenagers do. I am my own future. I am Rose but why should I give a FUCK! I will learn to love how to accept that I am rose!
