Evil Twins

Chapter 11

"What!" Cassie and I yell simultaneously. "I hope your joking right, she's the reason our parents are here." Cassie says. She gets up and leaves the hospital without getting an answer back. I go to follow her, but Mathew stops me. "Let her go, she needs space." I slapped him in the face and walked away from him.

"Samantha get back here please." he says pleadingly.

I turn around and look at him angrily "No Matthew you probably knew she would do this... after everything we have been through, you allowed this shit to happen, I bet you knew too." I angrily wipe my tears away. He comes closer to me but I just back away, I want nothing to do with him.

"Samantha please, I didn't know she would do that. I have nobody now both my cousins are dead, even my aunt is dead, I have no one, not even my own parents wanted me, I have no family left just me, you think I'm okay with this, I mean why would I even allow her to get behind a car drunk and purposely crash into your parents." He says with tears in his eyes. "Look at me please, if you look into my eyes you will see I'm telling the truth." He says to me getting closer to me again.

I look in his eyes to see if he is telling the truth. His eyes show sadness but also sincere which means he is telling the truth. I hug him tight crying into his shoulder, even matt is crying too. We stay like that for I don't know how long until the doctor comes to speak to us.

The doctor told me that my parents are stable and is allowing two in the room, if I would like to go in and see them, I must go now before visiting hours are over. I tried to call Cassie to tell her the good news but she wouldn't answer seemed like her phone was off.

I tell Mathew to wait for me in the lobby just in case Cassie comes back, I go to the room by parents are at that the doctor has told me. They are hooked up to machines but are awake. They are a little groggy since they just woke up.

When they see me, they look sad, I'm not sure if they are unhappy to see me or because I'm here seeing them this way. "Hi mom, hi dad." I say with a small smile.

"Oh, Sammy girl come here, I thought you were in jail when did you come out baby girl." My mom says sweetly. I sit down next to mom; she moves her hand to grab mine caressing it in a motherly way.  She smiles weakly at me; I squeeze her hand softly letting her know everything will be okay.

"I'm really sorry I wasn't there for you Sammy; we should have shown up when you were put in jail. I understand why you did what you did, you were protecting your sister we just couldn't see you like that it hurt to much." She says to me, looking down to avoid eye contact.

"It's okay mom I get it, I was angry for such a long time I even thought of ending my life, even though you didn't bring me into this world you still, you raised me as your own when my parents died, and I will always love you for that." I told her.

"Sam your mother and I we do care for you as if your own daughter but she's not telling you the whole truth." My dad says across the room. I look up at him to see he is in worse shape than my mom. He's always been the tougher parent, the one who gets hurt and never cries about but seeing him lying there weak its very different then how I usually see him. .

He's always been a stricter parent then mom especially tours me, I always thought he didn't like me growing up because he was always treating Cassie a lot different than me. He would punish me a lot more I think that's why I always had a better tolerance of bullies then Cassie ever did. So, what he had to say next didn't come as a surprise at all.

"What do you mean she is lying to me?" I asked him confused.

"We didn't come to see you because what you did was wrong you should have never killed that girl to be honest you are a disgrace to this family for what you've had done, that's why we never came to visit you. I'm actually not even surprised you've always been a troublemaker since you were a kid." He says to me. I was too shocked to even stop him for what he said.

I can't believe he would say those things to me I knew he never liked me but to say those hurtful thins as if I'm not even in the same room as him is fucking damaging. I hope he rots in this fucking hospital that son of a bitch.

"You're an asshole you hear me, I FUCKING HATE YOU!" I yelled at him. I am living after everything that's happened, he almost died and he's going to treat me that way, well then fuck him. I get up fast, mom grabs my arm, but I pull away from her. Before I stormed out of the room, I turned around to face him once last time. "By the way your precious Cassie is the one who killed her not me. They assaulted her school, and she took your gun, shooting point blank. The only I did was help her hide the body, so before you start pointing fingers YOU FUCKING TIT think before you talk." I slam the door hard shaking the whole room.

I ran out to the lobby to see Mathew sitting down waiting for me. He has his elbows leaning on his knees with his hands on his face. "Let's go." I tell him grabbing his hand. "Baby your done already that was fast." He says getting up. "I said let's go." He gets up and follows me outside the hospital.

I tried to find Cassie, but she was nowhere around, my guess she bailed. Whatever don't give a shit as this point. We went to his car, and I told him to take me to the hotel. Once we get there, I throw myself on the bed. Mathew just stood there staring at me.

"Take a picture it will last longer." I say to him.

"Samantha what happened over there." he says.

"Rip your clothes off I'm ready to fuck." I told him. I start taking my clothes on, but he stops me.

"Talk to me please I don't want to have sex right I just want to talk."

"wellllllll if you won't fuck me ill find someone who will." I get up and leave the room without a shirt on. Mathew grabs me and brings me back inside.

"Stop please what is wrong with you." He says pleading with me. I look at him angrily but not tours him at myself. Youd think he was a girl though usually girls love talking that's all they ever do it talk, talk and talk never shutting there dang pie holes. Why is he likes this always wanting to talk my ear off. My goodness man I just want peace why can't I ever get what I stinking want. "ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh" I start screaming out of nowhere in frustration.

Mathew stares at me shocked, he covers his ears from my piercing scream. "Stop please you are going get the cops called on us." He says and grabs my shoulder. I stopped screaming, which made me feel a whole lot better by the way and sat on the bed.

I sigh not really wanting to talk but being forced to. I tell Matthew about what my dad said and how I'm sick and tired of this world. I'm tired of everything and the people in it. I just want to end it all not even caring how I do it either. He hugs me tight; I can feel the warmth of his body warming my cold body up.

He doesn't say anything, just stays quiet, that's all I needed was comfort. The way he hugs me is all the words I need I don't need him to speak just to understand me. I laid my head on his shoulder and closed my eyes, listening to his heartbeat. Next thing I know I'm sleeping and he's carrying my slumped body on the bed. I can feel him putting a blanket over me then laying besides me hugging me from behind.