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A year ago.....

SAD PART :(

"Hey Gunwook-" i said when i saw him walk by but i stopped when i saw my boyfriend kissing my best friend my heart dropped as i saw the scene in front of me. He didn't even notice me standing behind them but as he turned away his eyes widen and so did my best friend Yuna there expressions are something i would never forget that one expression of regret and pity 

"y/n i can explain" is what Gunwook told me. I don't remember exactly after it felt as if the world had turned upside down all i do remember is running in the rain going back home crying for hours which felt like days, months and i will not be able to get rid of this pain i feel

I got cheated on and my best friend got with someone i loved so much which hurt me the most the person i went to when i had to vent the person i spent almost my whole life with. My ex being everything to me i cooked for him, i even worried about him, i was always happy with him. I don't know what went wrong  or what i did wrong to deserve this. I did something terrible to deserve this but i can't think of anything

Gunwook came to my house he had a spare key to my apartment and was able to get inside which i forgot of "y/n please open let me explain" Gunwook said in tears although, it hurts me not opening the door for him i felt worse hearing him sob through the door "please y/n i beg you open the door for me" he pleads and i cried even more hearing him say that. "i'm very sorry i didn't mean to do this to you" he continued "let me in and i'll explain please" he said and i fell on the floor 

I kept sobbing and sobbing "i'm sorry Gunwook, we need to break up, please just go" i said lowly as i didn't have enough energy in myself . Yuna was my only best friend and now i have no one to vent too nor lean on, not even a boyfriend now i'm broke i'm helpless. "No y/n please let me explain, please hear me out" Gunwook continued to cry out. "No, please just leave Gunwook i beg you please" i said crying out "Ummm okay just remember i always loved you you will always be in my heart" hearing him say that i cried more.

Gunwook slide the spare key through the door "i will forever love you y/n" he said sobbing and he leaves my apartment. making me cry harder i sobbed all night and didn't go to campus the next day. "i will never date again" i say through my sobs 

END OF FLASHBACK :(

THE PRESENT

It was the start of a new year after the horrible time i had a year ago, this will be a new fresh start i will focus on what's important it's my second year in college and so far i'm doing so well even if i had a very horrible time a year ago. I was still able to do well and i will also do even better this year. I got up and got ready for my classes. I had psychology today. I still think of my ex at times and knowing i have no friends now i try not stay upset i have to keep moving forward i will not make any friends or date anyone. I will focus on myself and what's important which are my grades. I get an apple and walk out the door and breathe in and walk off 

The campus is super near where i live so i don't have to drive or anything. I just walk there, as i got there i saw many spots which gives me memories of my ex and my best friend where we had fun time together where we laugh, cried and even got mad at each other for the stupidest things. 'I wonder how there doing' i thought but i shake my head and walk inside the building as i enter i heard some girls screaming and i roll my eyes its literally 8am who has the energy to be this loud in the morning. 

"Guys move out the way" i heard a girl say i turn around and see the most popular guys are passing by. 'are you serious' i thought to myself as i roll my eyes and see so many girls on the boys who wanna walk by but can't due to the amount of girls and even boys. I made my way through the crowded hallways due to those boys which everyone simps for well except me. I do have one close friend his name is Taerae but he's the only friend i have he does know about my ex and how he hurt me and such i told him everything. I thought everyone had abandon me after i stopped talking to my ex best friend Yuna but he didn't stop talking to me. He told me he wasn't going to stop being my friend no matter what. 

I only have this class with him surprisingly. I get to the classroom and i see him seated reading a book i smile a bit and go up to him "heyy" i say and he looks up and smiles "y/n finally you show up" he says as he moved his bag that was on the seat next to him "sorry those popular guys we're passing by and it got so crowded" i say annoyed and he just laughs "haha this is why you should come to class earlier rather than later" he said laughing as he took his textbooks out. The professor Mrs. Lee wasn't here yet so Taerae and i continued to talk to each other. We heard some people screaming and i looked at Taerae annoyed "its those guys again" i say as i sigh "you really don't like them do you" he said as he laughs "its not funny, it's just they remind me of Gunwook" i say as i look down 

"its okay y/n, you have the right to feel that way he was such a jerk and you didn't deserve that you we're such an amazing girlfriend to him" Taerae said as he rubbed my back as i tried to hold back my tears "thanks Taerae" i say as i wipe them and i gave him a hug and so did he. 

One of those boys walk in and everyone looks at him. Some girls start calling him and i stood there not amused more like annoyed and he looks at me and smiles

My eyes widen the same smile that Gunwook did to me once 

END

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