I arrived at school after a long walk. When I got there, I put my head down and trotted along the crowd, to hide myself.
When I got to class, I walked up to the front row of desks and sat down. I knew that's where I was assumed to always be sitting, and people tended to keep away from it. Even if I tried to sit somewhere other than the front row, they would sneer at me then kick me up front again. The teacher would just stare, and ignore them.
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"Ok, class today we are going to learn about World War II......"
I drowned out the teacher like I always do, so I could plan ahead and think of what would please the pack tonight for dinner. Knowing so, I learned from the first time, I didn't make it in time, because I couldn't think of what to make.
~ Flashback ~
"Bitch, wheres our dinner? I said I would come home at 5:00, and you BETTER have the dinner ready!" He said, slamming his fists angrily into the wooden dinner table. Effectively breaking it in half.
"S- Sir, I'm s- s- sorry" I said shakily. Internally I yelled at myself. Why couldn't, I not stutter? Why couldn't I be confident like everyone else? I just want to be normal. I want to fit in. My inner self said, yelling at me.
That night after dinner, he beat me. I had to go to the Pack Doctor in the middle of the night limping my way there. Wincing at every step. And cursing myself for being so weak.
Once there, he patched up the places where my dad, whipped me, hit me, cut me.
That morning, I cried myself to sleep. When, I finally fell into a peaceful slumber, effectively driving me away from this world, even for a couple hours, brought a smile to my face.
When I finally woke up at 5 in the morning, I found a piece of bread next to my bed. I guess this was all I was getting for the next week.
~ Flashback End ~
Tonight, I think I'll make some spaghetti. I just finished planning some more, when the bell rang. Signalling ,(A/N I;m not sure how to spell this, i forgot since its the summer sorta, still :3 And its glitching out for me right now) lunch break.
The rest of the day flew by really quickly. And soon I found myself at the Pack House, making spaghetti. When I was done, I heard the front door opening. I knew my dad had come in, with the rest of the pack. I walked out to greet them.
"Hello Sir. I have finished dinner, I will serve it once you start to sit down." I said, bowing my head, not risking another beating.
"Good bitch, it better be done"
I walked silently into the kitchen, remembering to keep my head down, else I get another beating. I walked out again, carrying plates of spaghetti. Giving each to the pack members. From the warriors, to the kids. Handing out orange juice, and water.
I then walked upstairs. I sat by the tiny slither of a window in my bedroom. I was truly alone in this world. I had no wolf. I had no parents. I had nothing. No one.
I cried yet again. I would get out of this hell someday. I could only hope, that it was sooner.
Please dear god, save me from this hell. Let me leave. Don't imprison me more. Please...
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woah. I feel so bad for poor hannah ;-; hopefully she leaves soon *wink* *wink* i don't know what I'm doing god XD ok i also noticed I forgot to mention her 18 birthday is coming soon. In a couple days *wink* *wink* god I'm an idiot :L
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Legacy of the Moon [ON HOLD]
WerewolfHannah Williams is a socially awkward girl. Her heart shaped face, once full of life are now,marred with bruises and cuts. Her vibrant red hair, lost its color. Dull eyes would stare at you. How does she get it, you may ask. She gets it from the abu...