Mine And Only Mine (POPKEDA)

A day like every day, but...?

Keda's perspective:

I walked the school corridors hoping all thoughts would disappear. Honestly, I'm fed up with everything.

I'm a dandere omega, it doesn't bring me much benefit... I mean, I love to wear all sorts of sweet things that a normal representative of my sex wouldn't wear, but just like every person like me, I have my bully...

My bully is a year older blond boy with blue eyes and two ponytails. Typical tsundere. He also has a step sister who is just like him.

They usually pull my hair, yank me, take my stuff, spread gossip, etc...
It also happened once that they spilled milk on me on purpose.

I try to smile no matter what, although I don't always succeed.
I try to always smile which drives them even more mad.

You're probably asking how I'm doing mentally... I think it's okay. I rather advise.

My mother doesn't make it easy for me either... I think she hates me.

Although who would like me anyway... I don't like myself, so...
I'm old enough to see a therapist, but what's the point?
I thought and thought until I finally see him...

Popee: Oh, freak! Nice to see you again.
Keda: Please Popee... I don't have the strength today...
Popee: You think I even care? *blond hair boy laughs*
Popee: Good jokes!
Keda: I don't know... Give you money?
Pope: Hmmm... Nah. It's not satisfying how quickly you give up!
Keda: ...
Keda: Do as you please.
Popee: So that's how you want to talk.

My bully took my wrists and pulled me against the wall. He was much taller than me so he had an advantage.

Popee: You know what I'm going to tell you? You are pathetic! You can't even defend yourself.
Keda💭: No no no no... don't cry don't cry...!

My requests were useless. Tears started to run down my cheeks. I couldn't even stop them because Popee kept talking to me and I couldn't regain control of my hands. His grip was too strong. Popee noticed it.

Popee: Hey, are you crying?

he asked with slight surprise.

Pope: Wow. I didn't know you could cry. You always smile etc...
Keda: *stammering* w-well, imagine I have o-other feelings too. L-Let me go!

The blonde haired boy released me from his embrace and let me go.

Trying to stop the tears, I ran to the school locker and pulled out my shoes , backpack and jacket.

Marifa: Hey loser! Where are you going?

I was accosted by Marifa, Popee's younger step sister.
I didn't even have the strength to answer her. I just looked at her crying and immediately left the building.

As soon as I was out of school, I started to slow down. Maybe I shouldn't because I have a 30-minute to home, but I had to calm down. Walking always makes me feel better. Unfortunately, my headphones discharged and I couldn't listen to music.

I had 2 more classes but honestly I didn't care. I just wanted to lie in bed and cry into my pillow. My mother should still be at work, so I guess it wasn't a problem.

After about 45 minutes I was at home. I took my keys out of my jacket pocket and turned the lock.

I entered the house and the first thing I did was go to the charger to charge the headphones.

Then I went to get some snacks in the kitchen and went upstairs to my room.

My room was much different from the rest of the house. There were pastel colors, colored walls, some decorations fe. hellokitty lamp  and a lot more plants.
There were also a lot of colorful and joyful things on my desk.

I put snacks on the bed and went to change out of my school uniform.
I chose a slightly too large beige sweater, some black shorts and also black knee-highs with white stripes.

I also tied my hair with a Scrunchie so that I could see myself in the mirror. Eyes swollen from crying.

Keda💭: Eh.

I went back to bed and turned on TV.
I started eating so as not to think that I wanted to cry.

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I don't know what that shit is 😭
I hope the next ones will be better-
Thank you for read this cringe 🥰