The date went so good.That was my first date ever.
It was so fun.
We went only went on top of his roof because he said he didnt wanna overwhelm me.
My mom finally got a job and she's completely sober most of the time.
She doesn't hit me anymore.
I told Minho everything.
He started crying.
He kissed my self harm scars on my wrist.
He told me that somebody as beautiful as me never deserved anything like that.
I started crying and hugging him tightly.
He hugged me back and right then and there I could feel such a big weight lifted off my back.
To know somebody cares about you.
It's crazy.
You don't ever want them to let go.
You want them to hang on to you forever and never leave.
Will Minho leave me?
-HJS-
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The date went better then I could imagine.
I got to hold him so close to me.
There was barely any space between us.
He told me stuff.
Stuff I never imagined somebody could do to such a person as Han Jisung.
I never ever, NEVER EVER.
In a million years thought, that's why he would be tired.
He told me when he says he's tired.
It's not physically, it's mentally.
When he's physically tired, he'll say he's sleepy.
When he's mentally tired he says he's tired.
I don't think his mental health is good though.
Could you imagine?
So many people touching you.
Without your consent.
-LMH-
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Im tired || minsung
Fanfiction"I'm tired." "I'll wake you up." diary au short chapters TW: Includes SA and SH lmh+hjs.