Memories With me And You🐻❤️

Nothing Just A Memory🥀

Hi....
I' m just a normal girl.i never have fallen in love with anyone.Even i didn't have a crush men...( he he apart from the kpop idols😂💜️)
im just writing ok? anyone don't have to read this😴.If you wanna read then just read🙌.

        These days im out of my mind and always think about one person.He is none other than my friend (lets adress him as "Kim"  . (according to him we are best friends😌). Yeah it's true he is one of my best friends. I can talk anything with him without hesitation.Moreover he can understand me before i tell him something.May be that's why i am feeling like this for him.Seriously he is like a male version of mine... i really don't know what is this feeling. I even don't wanna know🙃. Do you know why? Cause he has a girlfriend now👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩 ( Congratulations my friend🎉️🎊️)

              He never said me that he has a girlfriend till now. Before somedays a boy did askedout me😒. Yaah it was my first time and i really didn't wanna say Yes.... So i asked Kim, "How can i reject a boy without hurting his feelings?" So he gave me a way.But suddenly he said me,
              "DO YOU KNOW ABOUT MY GIRLFRIEND ? "
              "You are the first one that i reveal our relationship"

Oh my god i was surprised as fu*k. Yeah i was happy that he got a girlfriend. But deep in my heart it's hurting a little. I really don't know whyyyy😑💔.May be my heart thinks that, our bond will loose because of his relationship or am i fallen to his personality unknowingly?💩)

Gurlz, honestly i have never thought that he will be my boyfriend😂💔 because in my eyes he is soo handsome. So he might have a way more beautiful girl than me.( i knew from the begining that im am not qualified to be his girlfriend because of my not much pretty face😑 )
    
          So how can my heart be hurt because of his relationship😂💔.bullshit right?😑.Damn is my heart joking with me???? 

    The day i got my advanced level examination results,
he said,
                "Girl i am very proud of you. I don't feel this happiness for others. May be i am happy because we are very close" 
      May be that was the time he touched my heart very deeply🙂.(Imagine when someone be more happier than you because of your achievement. It was really a best feeling😊)

Yep he never gave me hopes. Those time when we always talked about our interests. (As i said before most of our interests were same.)
So he sais me,

" Find a boyfriend like me.But not me😌"

      So he is a real best friend of mine. Then how can i say that i have fallen for him and be a Fu*king bish? No never!!!!. I never gonna be the third wheel😎.

At the end i choose to be his loyal best  friend not someone who interfere his love life😼🙌.
As a good friend Im really gonna see him live with his girlfriend everyday.( unfortunately his girlfriend and i are selected to the same university😒💔) 

I will help him to have a better relationship😁.As i have said him before, "when he'll have a girlfriend oneday im not gonna talk with him as close as before. Im not gonna chat with him that much. I'll have our distance more than before. Yeah i can do those simple things(i hope😎)

The day he said about his girlfriend to me he said not to be foolish by avoiding him and be the same person.Also that his girlfriend is someone  understanding😂💔.
Broooo......... i am a girl toooo.i dont like it if my boyfriend have a girl bestfriend with the same mentality😴

So im doning this for his own good. I wanna be the friend who let him enjoy his life as he wanted and watch them from far🤗💛.
   I will miss you my friend😒💔

As my other friends say, i have a heart of stone😂💔.So this is not a big deal😏 . I'll endure this little pain for everyone's happiness.
I think i'll also meet my soulmate oneday.This is the destiny right? Lets wait for right person and till then i have to work hard to make my dreams come true❤️💫

So readers,
you too don't be weak okay? Pursue your dreams not the people. Anyways FIGHTING😏💪...

If you read till the end let me know by voting.( I know anyone will not read this shit😂) it's ok. I wrote this because i don't wanna say this boring story to anyone physically🥴. More over i have nothing to do as i am on the bed because of fever🤒🤧.

You don't know me.I don't know you. So i am glad i cloud release the pain by writing here.🤗🖤 What do you guyz think about my decision?

Love You All!!!😘

💜️PAST WAS HONESTLY THE BEST BUT MY BEST IS WHAT COMES NEXT💜️

Best Moment Is Yet To Come💜

Thank You!!!❤️