I was sitting on the couch in p'aof house, nhu was around somewhere and i was checking my phone when i saw it.
god... they are at it again, the same damn rumor
How many times do i have to clarify and apologize for this. It is so difficult to understand and accept that i don't have a girlfriend, that she is my friend and that i'm happy now with nhu.
It's been years and they keep coming with their hateful words and comments. I'm tired of this and i know that this affect nunew too and don't want him being insecure about us.
Every time i think that everything is going well they start spreading rumors or saying that i'm lying. What do i have to do for them to stop? what do they want me to say?
It's like everything i do is wrong.
I was so lost in my thoughts that i didn't see nhu coming to me until i felt him hugging me.
- what is it? what's wrong hia? mmm? you can tell me anything
The hug was too tight
- it's nothing, it's something i read
- about what? it's them again? hia... we've talked about this before, nobody knows you like we, or your family do
He was sniffing my cheek and didn't stop the hug.
I was starting to feel suffocated, i wanted to be alone to cool down.
- what if we go to eat something, just the two of us... or maybe we can go to your room and talk about it. I'm sure you'll feel better.
Hia... i'm here to support you
- thank you nhu but i would like to be alone
- but hia that's not a good idea. we can do whatever you want 'cause you'll just think bad things about yourself when is them that have the problem.
-i know nhu but i'm not a good company right now
He standed up and grabbed my hands making me go to him.
He hold my face and told me
-come on, let's go. We can go to that place you wanted to go last week
He put his arms around my neck joining our bodies
-nhu please
He grabbed my arms for me to hug him
- come on just a few hours, let's go
He was caresing my face trying to kiss me
Fuck... why is he so persistant
-nhu... I'm not in the mood
He chuckled
- just a peck
Fuck i just want to be alone but he kept going
Enough!
I grabbed his hands and separated him from me and shouted
- CAN YOU STOP PLEASE?!! I WANT TO BE ALONE ! STOP BEING SO TOUCHY FOR ONCE. STOP BEING SO CLINGY !
Fuck...
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I'm a Fool
Short StoryThey are at it again spreading the same damn rumor. When are they going to leave me alone? when is all going to stop? Nhu was caresing my face trying to kiss me. Why is he so persistant, i want to be alone I grabbed his hands and separated him from...
