I'm really proud of myself lately. In the past my mental health had been terrible, I had pretty much became self destructive. Also probably made a lotttt of people uncomfortable with my behavior, almost advertising self harm ngl. But, I've gotten better now. Yeah, a lot of times I feel absolutely terrible... but it isn't nearly as suffocating as it used to be. I think it's because I've learned to accept it, accept it is just part of who I am. I was so stressed about my life not being happy, but maybe life doesn't necessarily need to be happy. If I can live contently and accept the fact I'm not going to be happy all the time, that's good enough for me. And, y'know, its pretty easy to live contently if you just live for the sake of living. 'Just live,' something I heard from a source that's a bit too embarrassing to say... that doesn't matter though. That phrase is probably what guided me out of self destructive behavior. I think if everyone can accept that the purpose of life is living, we'd all feel way less stressed.
Anyways, if you've read to the end of this section, thank you. I also hope this self reflection will benefit you as well, if it doesn't... oh well ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
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