The Perfect Boyfriend

Part 2

Evelyn. Right? My name is Evelyn... the same girl that fell in love with a men, that is more than disgusting. But even after what he did to me deep in my heart I have hope for him. He's in jail... And now the only thing I think I need is change. Tho I don't know how my mom will react to that. But I have to ask her. Our relationship has gone way better. She works all day. But sometimes she asks her boss for a day off and we all go shopping. Now she's at work. And tomorrow she promised me a day off. Ryan is now at a school trip for a week. He's in Estia. So tomorrow will be only girls day. Can't wait.
Next day
I woke up around 9am. My mom was in the kitchen. Cooking. I hugged her and told her:omg am I smelling waffles?
She laughed and said oh yes u are.
After we ate those delicious waffles. We sat in the car. In the middle of the road. I finally said
:Mom... I want a change.
:wdym?
:could I go to a boarding school somewhere? I really want to rest from everything, I want to meet new people that doesn't look at me like an abused girl.
My mom stopped the car and looked at me and she said
: if u wanna go there u can. But u understand that If u want to go there u will have to go there for atleast an year. And we will only be able to get u home for Christmas, Christmas Eve and summer.
:Mom, I know. And I will miss u guys. Buy I just want to go there to live like I used to. Please. Can I be not my for a year? Just a completely diffrent person.
My mom smiled and said
:sure honey school starts in 2weeks. Let's go shopping for ur boarding school and then I will inrole u in somewhere
:I did some research and I found one in California.
My mom nodded and we got on the road. We bought tons of clothes and Care products. And we got home. She called the " Blue Whale" boarding school. I got accepted. I was happy. Actually happy. When my brother got back I td him everything. He said fun for u and went in to his room.  Me and Ryan are not close anymore after what happened with me and Keo. It's been 2 months and I still feel like I will get a message saying good morning from Keo. But it is what it is.
2 weeks later.
First day of new school. Mom dropped me off we hugged and she left. And here I was standing in my new school an new life. One teacher said she will show me my room but my mom told her that I will tell everyvone my name.so nobody even the principal didn't knew my name. When I met my roommate Sofia and somehow ended up telling her my whole story and that I came her to be a new person. She hugged me and said I have an idea.
:let's change ur name, nobody knows ur real name expect me right?
:well yea
:so if u wanna be a completely diffrent person be one. Don't be Evelyn. Be someone other
:That sounds cool, tho what my name should be?
:hmm I'll give u some options.
:okay
:here they are: Cassie, Maddy, Lily, or rose?
:hmm.. what about Emma Rose?
:omg that sound so fancy. And yes that's the perfect name loveee it.
Okay I git into a new school and now I'm not Evelyn I'm Emma Rose. Just for this year. I'm Emma Rose. And I'm 16y.o ... hm what should I change more. Oh i know I have a little brother and his name is Dryan and he's 8. Yup. Oh and my mom and dad are together and my mom is pregnant with my baby sister. Oh and we live in Hawaii.  Yup that's it. That's new me for this year. Love it. I'm Emma Rose with perfect life.
Next day.
Today everyvone will have to meet new people. And I can't wait. I have a super duper big anxiety but I can't wait to lie. Uh that sound awful but what I mean is I wnat people to not know who Evelyn is. I want people to know Emma Rose not Evelyn.
Few hours later.
Already met some people I met Claudia, Maddy, Nick, Bailey, Thomas and George. They are kind. And what I love the most about Blue Whale school. Is that here there isint any popular kids or nerds here everyvone is equal. Friendly. And kind. Everyvone I said I met is the same age as me 16. And we all go outside often. We spend time all together with Sofie and them. They make me laugh. And smile. And they know Emma Rose. And nothing about Evelyn which makes me smile even more. The school teachers are nice. They call me Emma Rose, my friends call me Rosey and random people there call Me Emma. 3 diffrent names and none of the names are really Mine. But I love it this way.
Few months have gone by. And we started getting ready from Blue Whale's prom. It's in the last day of school. We get to go to shops on Fridays for dresses or make up or stuff. I like fashion like my grandma Mimi. And I thought I can make the dress. I will sew it. And sew. Till i will make the perfect one. Sofia loved the idea but she said she will use her old mom's dress. which was actually pretty. Then Sofia looked at me and said
:Rosey would u help me out?
:whit what?
:can u help to cut my hair?
:ur kidding? I have very long hair.why would u want that?
:idk I wanna change. So will u help me or not?
:um okay, yea sure let's do it.
we cut her hair a little bit longer than her shoulders and it actually looked cool. And i loved her confidence. She didn't think much of it she just cutter it without worrying it might look ugly. Love it. I love Sofia. She is so sweet and confident. She gives me so much power. She's a girl boss. She could kill without worrying. She's awesome.
I've been working on my dress forrr so long. It's been 2 months. And I still advent finished it yet. There is still 4 months till prom. But I'm scared I won't make it in time. The dress I'm making is  very pretty. And i probably will glue a pic of the dress when I will make it so u could see how it looks like it's very elegant and beautiful. Can't wait to show the dress to everyvone. Can't wait to wear it. Christmas Eve and Christmas already got past. I got home it was fun I got lost of sewing stuff and a machine and awesome fabrics that costs tons of money. I won't use all the fabric on dress but some fabric will be used....
I love this school. I love it. I love my new friends especially Sofia. She's been with me from day 1 here. And she's ssssso amazing. I trust Thomas and George but from all the boys I trust Nick the most. I might be catching a few feelings for him. Just a few. Okay.. okay maybe I just like him. Okay YES I LOVE NICK. for the first time I can forget Keo.  Nick is something else. And I know Nick is way diffrent from Keo. By the way Nick asked me to go to prom with him. Which is also good. Can't wait to dance with him. Nick asked me to come to the lake tommrow at noon. There is a lake near Blue Whale. So maybe he will confess his love to me.
Next day. Noon.
I quietly got out of the room and got out of the school. Then when I was near the lake I saw him sitting on the bench and looking into the lake. I sat near him. And he said.
:yk I've never felt so good w anyone in my life like w you. And I think I like u Rosey. I don't think. I know. I love you Rosey. And If I could make choice here to be with you or with anyone else. I would choose you. I had th ebest 5 months with you. And I think I want you to be more than my friend.
He kissed me but I backed away. I really wanted to tell him the truth about Keo. And that im Evelyn. But I didn't know what to do. I was scared of his reaction. But I've seen some movies before. So I knew If I wont say he will find out eventually. So I told him. Everything from zero to now and that my real name is Evelyn. He didn't said a word he just left. But I needed to clear my mind so I removed my clothes and jumped into the lake. I swimmed for about 30 minutes. And got our got dressed and went back into my room quietly. I changed into my pj's and went to sleep. Next morning there was no lessons it was Saturday. So I stayed in my room the whole say finishing my dress. And on Sunday there was a lake party there so I went with Sofia. I wasn't a party girl so I went there with a hoodie and jeans. And just sat on the bench drinking coke. When Nick sat near. He said
:this was a lot for me to take in but... I love you I still do. Even if ur Evelyn or Rosey. It doesn't change the love I have for you.
:I love you too.
This time we didn't kiss. We just looked at the lake. Till the party ended and we went into our rooms. It was late, we showered and me And Sofia were getting ready for bed when Nick came and asked if he could sleep with me tonight. I agreed and Sofia smiled. I knew that she heard our talk at the party. It's good i don't have to explain to her that we're a couple she already knows. A few months passed by. And it was 2 day nefore prom.befor ethe big Blue Whale's prom. I didn't had to worry about my date I had him. Or dress it was already done. Or hair I knew how to style it. I was ready for everything.
here is the dress btw:

The theme was black and long.So I tried my best. And I love it. It's hand made.

THE DAY.

I got up at 5am. To get ready I did my make up. Styled my hair. Showered. And got dressed. All the girls one by one climed down the stairs to find their dates. I found mine. Nick. He huged me and said I was the prettiest girl in this planet. We danced. And then I said im tired a bit. So he said:
:let's go to my room to rest and then we will come back. I agreed. We went to the room and Nick  huged me and then.. Nick pulled out a knife and stabbed Me 23 times in my heart. I was bleeding in his arm and he was stabbing me. Then when I he saw my eyes closed he stopped putted the knife on the ground and said 'I loved u so much but I had to do this because I wasn't your first love'. Then he left the room. Later Sofia came searching for me. And saw Me. Covered in blood. And  saw Nick coming back into the room. And she started crying and asking Nick what was happening. When Nick said everything to Sofia. She said 'okay well she was kinda a slut so she deserved this'. But then teacher was walking by after he saw me he called the cops and I was took to the er room. But. I was already dead. Nick was in jail. Sofia too but she got less years because she didn't kill me. But she wanted to help Nick.  And Me... I was dead. I died in the dress I was making. I died in front of the guy I was loving. And I was caught near the girl that was my friend. That where my. I died as Evelyn. Not as Emma Rose. Because Emma Rose is a perfect life girl. And Evelyn is the girl taht goes thru bad stuff. My mom cried. Brother cried. Ava cried. Everyvone cried. But my dad didn't came to my funeral as expected.... but yes that's where my life ended. And that where I understood. That change is not always better than the real u.... Evelyn is dead.