Zayn's P.O.V
I gritted my teeth, and ignored the fact that Niall's hand was on Saide's ars. He put his hand down as Sadie walked into the first store she spotted. We eye'd each other as we both walked in at the same time.
He licked his lips, staring at Sadie's bum, as she bent down to look at the jeans section. I walked over to her as I realized what he was doing. Her brown eye's locked to mine, and gave me a sad look. "Don't." She mouthed. "He started it." I whispered. She stood up and headed out the door. Niall and I followed her. I came over to her and wrapped my fingers around hers and held it tight so that she wouldn't escape. She tried pulling away, but my grip was to strong for her. Niall was next to Sadie, eyeing me. I pulled her closer to my side. She tried to get out,but I wouldn't let her. Niall came over to me and shoved me lightly. "Leave her alone mate." He said.
I let go of Sadie, and pushed Niall out of my face. "Test me, see what happens!" I yell.
"Stop." Sadie said while raising her voice. He breathed heavily, and looked at Sadie. She had sadness in her eye's, and just stared at us. There was a tear escaping her left eye. Niall walked over to her and shadowed over her. "You ok?" He said.
"Please, just stop." She said trying to hide the rest of her tears. I walked over to her and held her side tight. "Don't touch me!" She yelled. She was having one of her anxiety attacks agian. Niall took a step closer to her.
"Sadie, just breathe." Niall said motioning his hands up and down. She did as she was told, and took a big breath, in and out. Finally, she was calm and her phone buzzed. It was jenna. Once she realized who it was, she answered it. "Thanks, hold on." She said to Niall while holding the phone up to her ear. She walked away from us so that she could talk to Jenna.
"What the fuck was that?" I said.
"My brother has anxiety attacks too. My parents weren't really home a lot, so I would have to help him." He said still nibbling on his snack bites.
"Ok first of all, stop chewing your piercings it's annoying me. Second I don't have time for your fucking sob storys, ok." I said
"You should be thanking me, anxiety is a big deal mate." He said giving me a weird look. I rolled my eye's and starred at him agian.
"I know because I've known her longer then you. You should've let me handle it." I said stepping closer to him. "You don't even love her as a friend. You just want to have sex with her, that's it." He said getting pissed. Just then Sadie walked over to us swiftly. "Zayn I have to go home Jenna's dad died." She said
I froze and grabbed my key's out of my back pocket. Niall looked like he felt bad for Jenna when he doesn't even know her, or any of us. "Zayn come on please." She said desperately. "Come on love." I said putting my hand gently on her back. Niall walked away and climbed on his motorcycle, and started the engine. Meanwhile, Sadie and I were already on the rode driving as fast as I could to get to her house. Sadie's hands were shaking and her bottom lip was inbetween her teeth. She looked up at the windshield with just sadness, pure sadness in her eye's. She breathed in deeply and played with her fingers. "It's ok. Everything is gonna be ok." I said to her, taking my eye's off the rode for a second. She looked back and nodded, then starred back at the ground.
We finally mad it to her flat and rushed out of the car. We walked up to the front door and banged it. Just then Jenna opened the door and ran into Sadie's arms. "He's dead. He's really dead." She sobbed, hugging her tighter. Sadie led her inside and plopped her on the couch. "Jenna, it's ok everything is gonna be ok." She said stoking her hair. Jenna pushed Sadie off her and stood up. "Shut up! Stop acting like everything is ok but it's not, its just not. My dad died, he fucking died!" She yelled.
"Jenna just calm down, we'll get threw this." I said hoping she'd calm down.
"Screw you, you mind fuck. How can I get threw this when he's dead." She said
"Jenna just calm down please." Sadie said calmly.
She turned sharply at Sadie. "You." She said pointing at her with her index finger. "Where the fuck have you been! Oh let me guess fucking Zayn again?" She yelled. I huffed and stared down at the ground. Saide had a angry expression on her face. "That's enough Jenna." Saide said. "No. Answer the god damn question for fuck sake." She said while more tears came strolling down her cheeks like bolders. Saide was still in silence, in fact everyone and everything was, it was dead silent threw out the whole house.
Finally, Jenna left and stomped into her room. She slammed her door and we could hear her crying. She was so loud we could even hear her tears falling on her arms. Sadie looked up and me and bit her bottom lip. "I just wish I was a better person." She said. I couldn't help but feel guilty. If it weren't for me Sadie would have been there for Jenna. I felt like a total dick for what I did. Sadie walked to her room and I followed her.
"Sadie, Sadie I'm sorry." I said while I was still behind her. She didn't turn around at all, she just plopped on her bed and took in a deep sigh. "Look if it makes you feel any better I'll stay with you and Jenna for the night." I said while sitting right next to her on her purple duvet. She nodded with agreement. "But your sleeping on the couch." She said forcefully. I chuckled and nodded back.
That night I was getting ready for bed. I got a pillow and one of Sadie's girly ass blankets. Just then as I was about to go to sleep Jenna comes out and spots me. "Hi." I said.
"Hey." She said. Her eye's were puffy and red. I figured since she has been in her room sobbing for hours. She sat next to me and dug her head into her knees. "This is so fucked up." She said. "It does Jenna it really fucking does. But it's life, whatever happens, happens. We can't do shit." I said with a half smile. Her head came up like a lighting bolt, with more tears in her eye's. "I think you need your rest love." I told her. She nodded and walked slowly back into her room and shut the door lightly. I went into the kitchen and got some whiskey from the refrigerator and drank out of the bottle. Then I hear a motorcycle. I go to the nearest window to see a man with blonde hair sticking out.
He had a black hoody on and all white high top Nikes on. He looks up and we are now making eye contact. I couldn't believe it, it was......Niall.
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