LIFE IS A SONG (one shot)

lost me (chanjin)

I can't find anyone who loves me for who I am
ありのまま愛してくれる人が見当たらない

Believe that you're not alone in the world anymore
もう世界で一人だけじゃないと信じて

Even if we hurt each other, we lose sight of our hearts
傷つけ合っても 見失う心を

I lost, I lost me

"Are you not sleeping again today?"

"Nae pd nim," answered Bangchan.

"Don't work too hard; you need to find therapy to cure your insomnia."

"It's okay; tonight I will take my sleep pills."

"Don't overuse it. You can't always hope for it."

Bangchan is only nodding.

Bangchan already has two days and can't sleep properly. He could only sleep for 1 hour.

Today, he got a leave. He can't sleep; where should he go? home? He still can't sleep.

He doesn't even feel sleepy, but he needs to be careful; he should take the subway to go home.

Clack!
The door was open.
Bangchan took off his shoes.
He then dropped himself on the sofa. Look blankly at the roof.

"huft~" he sighs.
Then he tried to close his eyes, and then he felt like someone was staring at him.
He felt afraid to open his eyes.

"Pretend to sleep?"

Bangchan opened his eyes after hearing the voice.

"HONEY!!" He then quickly pulled the person in front of him to lay on top of him.

"When did you arrive?" Ask Bangchan while keeping an eye on the person's hair.

"This morning. It was a surprise! Hehe"

"I miss you so much."

"Mee toooooo!!" Then they stay in that position for a few minutes until Bangchan's snores are heard.

Bangchan opened his eyes.
He felt so energized. Finally, he could sleep well.
He then woke up to find his love.

"Hwang hyunjin~~"

"I'm here, at the kitchen"

Bangchan quickly walked towards the voice.
He could see Hyunjin preparing the food.

"I know that you didn't eat well during my holiday, am I right??" Ask hyunjin..

"Nopee! I eat well. I even eat fruit."

"Liar! I saw your life.. you eat too much ramen, even though you can't hold spicy food."

Then Bangchan needs to hear Hyunjin's nagging for 1 hour straight.
It's a normal day for him.
He even likes it.

"I love when you nag. The lips look like a cute duck."

Hyunjin pouting, "A duck??"

"Cute duck, I really want to kiss it!"

"No! Go take a shower! Then, we should do groceries."

"What do you want to eat tonight?" Ask hyunjin

"Anything that I could eat and digest," says Bangchan.

"How about----------------- me?" Say hyunjin

"I can't digest you, but I can drive you."

"SHUT UP!" then Hyunjin walked away.
He regrets flirting Bangchan.

"Bangchan! Don't forget to eat your vitamin before sleep, drink milk, don't face your laptop 1 hour before you sleep, brush your teeth, and wash your face!"

"Aight aight, maam."

Bangchan then walks into the bedroom with a towel around his neck and wet hair.
Hyunjin shocked to see it.

"YAH BANGCHAN! YOU CAN GET SICK!" then Hyunjin quickly pulled Bangchan's and dried Bangchan's hair.

"I feel different when with you," says Bangchan.

"What do you mean?"

"I don't recognize myself. I'm the one who is always insecure, doesn't even care about my health, works hard like tomorrow I'm going to die, and hates myself.

"Then, what do you feel when you're with me?"

"I feel like I'm being loved. I feel like I'm valuable. There is the one who love myself, love my badself. You teach me how to love myself. Because I know if I don't take care of myself, you will be sad and mad."

"Promise with me, you should love yourself so I can love you forever, okay?"

"Then, should I lose myself?"

"Nope. Be yourself, but be a better version. If you love yourself for how God built you, then be yourself."

"I can't find anyone who loves me for who I am," says Bangchan, upset.

"Me? I'm the one who loves you for who you're. Partners should take care of each other, right?" Ask Hyunjin while pulling Bangchan's head near and kissing lightly.

"Yes, that's right. Thank you for loving me, and please continue doing it."

"For sure, dear!"

Then, Bangchan climbs the bed and sleeps while hugging Hyunjin tightly.
Tonight, he could sleep calmly because his sleep pills are beside him.
Hwang hyunjin.