I'm not like anyone else. I dont feel the need to talk to anyone. Ever. My name is Lauren. My name might sound like a cheerleaders but I'm no cheerleader. I dont fit in anywhere and I'm fine with that. It's just me.
I'm alone because people constantly say rude things or leave me out. I've given up on trying to make friends, I'm happy alone with my thoughts and my headaches.
When I did have friends, they almost pushed me to suicide by forcing me to bottle up my emotions because they were not welcome. When I was in this deep depression I wrote a small poem like thing it goes, "Water is strong, it creates canyons, moves mountains and rocks and even kills people. Emotions are alot like water in the fact that if you try to keep them in one place they will erode the barrier that's keeping them from hurting you and other people."
My mother always blamed me for what happend at school and everything else, for 16 years it's been my fault.
I'm alot better mentally now, because I dont talk to people. If I dont talk to people they cant hurt me.
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ro this last paragraph.....its a little close to home tho
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Everybody Knew Our Secret
RomanceINCOMPLETE Should I finish it? Lauren is a quiet girl with a loud past. Andrew is a gentle guy who needs to figure out what's wrong with Lauren. Read to find out. TW⚠️ Mild attempted rape NOT 18+ IF UR LOOKING FOR DIRTY GO SOMEWHERE ELSE
