2nd Book: One last time

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please bear with me i got a new phone and its such a pain

Kylas POV

I woke up and saw that it was 1am, well thanks for waking me up for I dinner!

Note the sarcasm i realised that I was really hungry, well can't blame me cause I slept through dinner.

I got up and went downstairs to eat something, I put some milk into the microwave and cut some bread up.

"What are you doing up this late?" Vanessa said coming in,

"Just gonna get something to eat" i said,

"Ok ky tell me" she said,

"Tell you what?" I asked but I know what she wants to hear,

"Tell me what's happening in your life" she said,

"Nothing" I lied,

"Kyla I have known you since we were 3, I know when your lying" she said,

"A lot is happening in my life right now, modelling, designing, friends, Justin, parents, it's alot for me right now" I said,

"I know it is, everyone can see it on your face" she said sitting next to me, "but hey we have 2 more days till we go back to Atlanta and then you and me are going to school" she said,

"I actually miss school" I giggled,

"Same how ironic is that?" Ness giggled back,

"Hello there ladies" Justin said coming in,

"I'm gonna go back to sleep im so tired" ness said fake yawning.

Remind me to slap her later.

"Well ok then" I said as she walked off,

"Ooh could you pass me my milk please?" I asked him,

"Sure" he said and gave it to me,

"Thanks" i said silently,

To say it was awkward is an understatment this was way beyond awkward.

"So what are you doing here this late?" He asked,

"well no one woke me up for dinner so I guess I woke up from hunger" I said taking a sip from the cup.

"You looked pretty tired so I let you " he said,

"Thanks but trust me i wasnt that tired" i said.

"We can't keep going on like this Ky" Justin sighed looing outside,

"What do you mean?" I asked,

"You push away every feeling you have for me" he said,

"But I don't have any" I said,

"You can lie to yourself but you can't lie to me" he said making me nervous.

Am I lying to myself? No I'm not! I don't like Justin, he isn't right for me.

"But your wrong, I'm not lying to myself" I stated,

"So you wouldn't mind me liking another girl?" he asked almost regretting asking that,

"go ahead Justin, I wont care" I said,

Kyla what have you done?!

I saw sadness wash over his face as he looked turned away to not look at me.

"fine, that's how you want it" he said and left the kitchen.

I cooled the milk and drank it, why is life so hard?

"it isn't hard kyla!" ness said coming in,

Whoops must of said that out loud.

"did you listen to our convo?" I said,

"yeah if course I did, kyla what the hell is up with you? You know you like Justin so why do you push him away?" she said shaking her head,

"why does everyone tell me how i feel! No one knows how I feel" I said,

"ky what did I tell you about 20 minutes ago? Ive known you since we were little kids! I know you so well probably more than you" she said,

"no one knows me more than me" I rolled my eyes, shes so dramatic!

"exactly, if you know yourself more than me, then why cant you admit you like Justin and you want him?!" she said,

"im gonna go to bed" I said,

"always running away from your problems typical kyla, she can never face her problems so she runs away from them, good job ky" she said clapping her hands,

"one, Justin isn't a problem, two, I never run away from my problems and three, you don't know what went down yesterday so don't even start ness, now im going to sleep" I said,

I walked away and went to my room, I laid down under the covers and stared at the ceiling,

What am I doing?

Justins pov

"So you wouldn't mind me liking another girl?" I asked

"go ahead Justin, I wont care" she said

That kept replaying in my mind, she really wants me to get another girl? Well Justin you should because shes had her chance and a million girls want you, so you know what time to move on,

I picked up and called my best friend,

"hey ken" I said,

"hey Justin" she said,

"I know its late but can you come over?" I asked,

"sure ill be there in 2 minutes" she said,

"awesome ill cya soon" I said and hung up.

Game on kyla.