mcyt and snc oneshots

billboo angst

Tw: sh, suicide, depression, crying?

Bill sat on the cold bathroom tiles leaned against the wooden cupboard with tears streaming down his face, razor blade against his wrist as he dragged it along his skin, creating another deep cut on his wrist. His vision became blurry and black dots started clouding his sight and then he blacked out.

~meanwhile~
Marco had brought ranboo home with him  he unlocked the door and they both walked in "Bill ran's here!" But he got no reply "Bill?" Marco proceeded to walk up stairs to Bills bedroom and opened the door but no one was there, a familiar smell takes over his nostrils, iron, or more specifically blood. Like any normal person would he began to freak out "Ranboo get up here" he called out frantically, now ranboo was worried too. They followed the scent, hearts pounding in their chests, they stop infront of the bathroom door. Marco hesitates before reaching for the handle and opening the door slowly, the sight in front of him makes his breath hitch and his eyes immediately started overflowing and spilling onto the ground. Ranboo still can't see inside the room and gets curious, he peeks past the door and freezes. He breaks into a sob and runs to the motionless boy in front of him before crouching down and checking for a pulse, but there was nothing, Bill was already gone. Ran was out of breath and didn't even care about the fact that his jeans were now covered in blood from leaning in the crimson puddle. Both men were absolutely crushed, ran latched onto billzos hoodie, his face leaning against his shoulder which hurt his back bending over considering their height difference, however he didn't even notice. He screamed out a heart wrenching cry into 
Bills shoulder  Marco tried to pull him away but failed, ran refused to let go.
There was nothing either of them could do.

~days later (ranboos dream)~
Ranboo was sat at on the couch watching TV when he heard a familiar voice, it was Bill. Ran immediately jumped up hugging him tightly, "I missed you so much!  Do you have any idea what you put me through?!" He exclaimed, but he got no reply, suddenly a dead weight was in his arms, he grabbed Bills shoulders and pulled away to look at him and what he saw would traumatise him forever. It was bills face, however he was a lot paler, a ghostly white and his eyes were dead and grey, his cheeks were stained with tears and rans hoodie was soaked with the same crimson liquid on his jeans. He screamed and woke up panting so loud Freddie heard and ran in. "I miss him too" he comforted rubbing a soothing hand on his shoulder.

"I loved him"
Was the last thing ranboo said for the rest of the night.