Secret Desires

"go to sleep"

my phone pinged. Alex texted me

him: go to bed missy
me: noo
him: yeaah
me: noooo
him: yes
me: why
him: cuz you need it
me: noo
him: YES
me: i'm not tired
him: go
him: to
him: sleep
me: make me

"shit" i whispered to myself.

i've never been this cocky to anyone, or flirt to anyone since my first relationship. God, this boy brings out so much in me and we aren't even dating.

my phone pinged, bringing me out of my thoughts.

him: you want me to make you?
him: oh trust me, these hands can make you exhausted if put in the right place

my face started to heat up and flush to a bright red colour. i couldn't think, let alone speak out loud, but a whisper of

"shit, what have i done?"

came out in a mix of a slight giggle, i was flustered beyond to the point of breathing.

me: really?
him: oh yeah
him: rlly
me: u sure?
him: pinky promise
me: still not sleeping
him: ughhhh
me: ugghhhhhh to you too

no response.
few minutes later there was still no response until there was a knock at my door then a ping from my phone.

him: let me in
me: you're at my house?
him: well yes
him: you're not going to bed
him: so be a good girl and let me in

"oh God, what have i done??"
i repeated over and over while i got up and went downstairs to let Alex in.

he smirked as i opened the door and i could feel my face heat up once more and i immediately looked down.

"my eyes are up here, sweetheart"

his voice spoke out as i felt his hand move to my chin lifting my head up and forcing eye contact.
that stupid hot smirk filled his face again.

"so you gonna let me in or am i just going to have to invite myself?"

his head tilted to the side slightly as he let go of my face.

i moved to the side to let Alex in and closed the door behind him.
he moved in front of me making me walk back until i had no room to move. he stood there smirking at me. i was trapped between him and the door, there was no escape..