-- IN WHICH you think about your feelings about nagi seishiro, and about how you'd like to try again at relationships.
i do NOT own the song 'Pink in The Night'.
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ended 040623
AND I KNOW I'VE KISSED YOU BEFORE, BUT I DIDNT DO IT RIGHT.
CAN I TRY AGAIN, TRY AGAIN, TRY AGAIN? TRY AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN? AND AGAIN AND AGAIN AND AGAIN?
‼️tws‼️ mentions of death
(ps, ty -issza for the gecko name and the dog name 💀)
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𝐕𝐀𝐋𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐄𝐒 𝐃𝐀𝐘.
a part of me wondered if i should have gone to school, but i felt at peace as i sat at mother's grave. (lain with the bombs‼️)
"mom, i met a boy. crazy, right?" i laughed softly, sitting on my knees infront of the grave. "he's really cute. lazy, but cute." i spoke, watching my breath vaporize in the air. it was a cold day today.
smiling, i put my hands on my thighs. "his hair almost looks like the snow, and his eyes are grey!" i exclaimed, thinking about the boy.
i looked at the grave, smiling sadly.
' MICHIKO L/N 1964-2020 A BELOVED MOTHER, WIFE, AND SISTER. '
"we got a cat too, mama. or well, i did. i named him gojo catoru, you know, your favorite character? looks just like him." i smiled, standing up and bowing my head. "bye, mama. i'll come see you again next year." i spoke before walking to my father's grave, which was right next to my mothers.
i told him the same story, and it was almost like i could feel a warmth behind me as i did so. i brushed it off and bid him goodbye, seeing kylo by the gates.
"you wanna go to school, or no?" he asked, unlocking the car and getting in. "no, i think i'll stay home. didn't miki get a gecko? what'd she name it?" i inquired, looking at my brother.
he groaned and rolled his eyes. "you've fucking infected her, she named it 'gecko suguru'" he deadpanned, looking at me. i laughed at him, covering my mouth as i did so.
"i should take your ass to school just for that, but you're lucky im such a good nii-san. what happened to you calling me that, huh? it was probably that boy." kylo grumbled as he gripped the steering wheel. i snorted, "okay, nii-san, thank you for letting me stay home." i joked, looking out the window.
we got home about 15 minutes later, but kylo just dropped me off since he had some date to go on. world must be freezing over.
i walked inside, taking off my shoes and hanging up my coat. "awwee, hi handsomee!" i cooed at gojo, who lazily approached me. i flopped down on the couch, turning on the tv to watch a kdrama.
