Just friends...?

Chapter 2

Y/N POV:

I woke up and yawned. I took a glance at the time. "Urghh, 9 a.m.! Way to early....-It's Saturday", I groaned. I hopped out of my bed, knowing I wouldn't be able to fall asleep anymore. I walked over to my wardrobe, trying to find an outfit. "Uhh...-Oh, that's ok, since it's weekend.", I said looking at the clothes in my hand.

I walked to the bathroom and changed. When I was about to go down, I heard my phone ringing. I looked at the name and sighed. "Josh, what do want from me and my precious weekend time?", I asked. "Good morning to you too. And I'm disturbing you because of the history presentation which we have to hand in on Monday!", Joshua said. "What presenta-Ohhhhhhh, that presentation!!! Urghh, how could I forget??", I said, frustrated. "Right, so I wanted to ask, if we could meet up at yours, 'cause there are some electronics technicans at my house, they wanna check something, I don't know.", he explained. "I see. Yeah, sure. My mom's on a business-trip right now, so only me and Yeonjun are here. When are you comming over?", I questioned. "Uhh, I'll be there in 10 mins"; he said and hung up. "Yeonjun, Joshua is comming over for a school presentation", I told my brother. "Ok, but school work only... I have to go now, remember what I said!", he stated. "You know, that me and Josh are just friends and where are you even going?", I said annoyed. "I have, I mean me and the other memebers have an interview today.", he siad. "Oh, ok. Good luck!", I answered. "Thanks!", he said, as he hurried out of the door.

After a few minutes I heard the doorbell ring. "Come on in", I invited Joshua. He looked around. "Didn't you say your brother was there?", he asked, searching for Yeonjun. "Oh, right. He has an interview", I answered, shrugging. "That's soo cool! One day I want to be in a band too", Joshua said. "I know. One day, Josh, one day", I sighed. "Now, let's get to work", I said.

"No, you have to write in black!!!", Joshua said to me. "But purple is prettier!", I said and stuck out my tounge. "Soooo mature...", Josh said, rolling his eyes. I quickly wrote something in purple on the poster. "what do you think you're doing?", Joshua said, frustrated. "Success!", I answered, proud of myself. "Not really", he smirked, taking away my pencil. "heyyyyyyy, give it back, that's not fairrrrrr!!!", I whined, trying to take my pencil back. "Hmmmmmm, no.", he said as he extended his arm, so I couldn't reach the pencil. But I was determined to take it back. I got on my toe tips and tried to reach it. I almost had it, when I suddenly lost my balance. I fell. And Joshua with me. I luckily landed on top of Joshua, not facing the floor. But as we hit the floor, our lips accidentally met each other. I widened my eyes in shock. I looked at him, as he did the same. I couldn't move at all. It was like I wasn't able control my body. So we just layed there, kissing. I cought myself leaning in the kiss. 'WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING?????!!!!!!!', I heard my inner voice say. It was too late, my mind was blurred. Right now I only wanted this. I felt Joshua leaning in as well. He pulled me closer. I snaked my arms around his neck, pulling him closer to me. Then I realised what we were doing, blushed and quickly pushed him away. "That- I- I'm sorry I didn't mean to- I mean this is wrong...", I tried explaining my actions. Joshua just looked at me nodding his head slowly. I stood up and wanted to run away in embarrassment, but I felt Joshua pulling me by my wrist. I stumbled back to him. He didn't let go of my wrist, looking me deeply in the eyes. "Wha-", I was cut off by Joshua, kissing me. I froze in surprise. He placed his hands around my waist. I slowly closed my eyes, leaning in. Again. I couldn't help it. I snaked my arms around his neck aigain, pulling him closer. Our kiss became more intense, as we continued. I quickly pulled away, longing for air. After taking some breaths Iooked at him, blushing. He looked at me, breathing heavily. "But why does it feel so right...?",he whispered to me, still looking in my eyes. Now my skincolour probably looked like a tomato. "I don't know...", I mumbled. I banged my head in my hands, frustrated. "nooooo, this didn't just happen...", I whispered to myself. "It did.", Joshua said, making me look up at him, glancing. "And it was wi-", he tried to continue, but got cut off by me placing a hand on his mouth. "Not helpful", I said, glancing at him. he just scoffed. "What're you laughing at?! this is a serious situation!!! I'm gonna lose my best friend and I might have to move to another city, to never see you again!", I shouted, frustrated. "Wait, what?!- What makes you think you'll lose me as a friend?", Joshua questioned shocked. "Well, I mean, most people ususally don't kiss their best friend, do they?", I said. "But still, you're never gonna lose me as your friend, never, ok?", he said caringly. "Okay, if you say so...-Then let's just act like nothing happened and dont bring up that topic again", I suggested to him. "Ok, but I have one condition", he said, looking at me. "Ok, go ahead", aswered. "I don't want you to forget, that we kissed. We can pretend like nothing has happened for a while, but don't forget it, ok?", Joshua asked, holding up his pinky finger. "Umm ok, I guess...", I said, interviewing my pinky finger with his.

At night I couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about Joshua and our intense kiss. Just thinking about it made me blush again. I felt my heart skip a beat. -This was wrong...