Locked feelings no more {Morby Fanfic}

Chapter 2:From a far in mind

((A/N Hello there :3.....Why did I even make this when I don't know what to say in the A/N ._. Ok, have a nice day! (lenny face) ))

Rigby's POV

Later that day after our hard work Mordecai and I decided to play some video games just to chill.He picked a game that he always beats me on it.Pff, easy way to win.

"Seriously?This game again?"

"Well yeah.What's wrong about it?

"You always beat me at it, and that's why you picked it."

"Maybe if you tried to get good at it?"

"STOP TALKING!" I exploded at him.

"Dude, lets just play it, ok?" Mordecai said."Fine" I replied.

It wasn't that long until Mordecai noticed that I wasn't really in the mood of playing.He beated me everytime, every round but I didn't complain nor did I give a sign that I was mad."Hey dude, you alright?You look sad." He started to ask me."Yeah, I'm alright.Don't worry about me." I said, with a frown."Dude, I know that you are a bad liar, and you have a frown on your face, so tell me what's wrong." He continued to make me tell him."It's nothing!You won't understand!"

The truth is, that I am gay.I kept denying that, mostly because I didn't want to be in love with my best friend.We knew each other since kids, and I can't just start to love him.I just couldn't accept it.

"Hey, don't be so grumpy.We've been best friends since kids, you can tell me anything, I can understand." He was about to say something else too, until his phone started to ring."Hey wait, I gotta pick up the phone.You will tell me what's wrong after this, ok?" He told me. "Yeah, sure..." 'Why did I accept telling him later?How am I going to tell him that I'm gay?He will probably hate me for life!'

I just stood there, seeing him talking on the phone.The thoughts of me telling him that I'm gay and then him hating me makes me just wanna...cry.

It wasn't too late when Mordecai finished talking.He came to me and sit on the couch."Who was it?" I asked him."It was Margaret.She asked me to hang out today." 'Hang out today...hang out today...hang out today...' Not only that I had problems with this status I am in, but now this.Margaret!

"But don't worry.I told her that I can't.That I had to spend some time with you." Mordecai replied with a smile on his face.Wait, why did he?I thought that he would never miss the opportunity to hang out or go on a date with Margaret.This smelled a little fishy."So what is bugging you?"

Mordecai's POV

I was pretty surprised myself that I declined Margaret's request to hang out, but right now I wanted to be with Rigby.I knew that he had some kind of troubles, so I wanted to stay and help him.He was my best friend.I would even say something more.Best friends forever.No matter how much we would argue, and how much I would get mad at him, even when he went on a date with Margaret, and I accidently made him dissaper in ashes, and then Father Time fixed everything.Or, even..maybe I had feelings for him more than just, best friends forever...

"So what is bugging you?" I asked after my phone call, sitting next to him."Mordecai, I...I..." Rigby tried to tell me. "You, what?" 'I can't tell you right now!I need to go rest for a little!" He said with frustration and went running upstairs to our room. 'I wonder what's bugging him so much.He's been acting weird lately.I don't know what the problem is, but I will find a way!' I thought to myself.

I went upstairs quietly so he doesn't hear me, and I opend the door slowly, seeing him under his pile of clothes on his springboard.I knew he wasn't really trying to rest, but he was thinking about something.I thought it would be better to leave him for now, so I got downstairs again to watch TV.

I waited for Rigby to come and tell me what's bugging him after hours of watching TV.I thought to check him what's keeping him.Is it like that serious that it took him that much?I went upstairs just too see, that Rigby wasn't in his room, and the window was opend.No, he couldn't possibly run off like that!I went to check all the rooms, but he was nowhere to be seen!Did he run off! for real?I don't know what was so awful that he couldn't tell me that he ran away, but I needed to find him!

I was running around the whole park, screaming "Rigby!Rigby!Where are you Rigby!?".I was worried that I wouldn't see him again.I couldn't controll myself over the thoughts of Rigby begin gone!I searched for him everywhere, exploring every inch of The Park.I didn't see him anywhere.That must mean, that he ran outside of The Park!As I dashed towards the gates and ran past them, I saw Rigby just laying in there curled up in a ball and crying.

"Rigby, why did you run away like that!?Do you have any idea how worried I was!?" I yelled at him with anger, but also with relief.

"I'm sorry Mordecai, but I just coulnd't stand you knowing the truth!"He told me affraid."What truth?" I asked him."I can't tell you!Not here!" He replied."Ok then, let's go home."

We went back at the house, and Rigby sit on the couch.I was looking him with a frown, thinking about what he was affraid to tell me."Mordecai.Sit next to me please." He requested.Of course, I sat next to him."Now tell me, what's wrong." I asked. "I'm sorry that I ran away, I was just affraid to tell you that I'm..-I-I'm...gay...".He finally spit it out.I was in shock to know that."I know you probably hate me now, so don't even talk!"

It was quiet for a short duration of seconds, until I finally spoke to him."Rigby, I don't hate you for begin gay.I have nothing against it.You will be my best friend, and you always will be, no matter what." I told him looking at his eyes, that were staring the table.Then he turned around, and making eye contact."R-Really?You don't hate me because I'm ga-" Muscle Man slammed the door and opend it, making this moment akward."WHAT'S UP LADIES?I'M BACK!" He shouted."Oh, um, hey there Muscle Man."

((Heya guys, this is my next chapter.I don't know if I made it long enough, I'm trying my best >.< so sorry if it seemed short for you.I seriously can't stand but to fanboy in this ship .-. Yeah, it seems weird...................*silence* Ok, have a nice day!Kudos, Blue!))