World Has Changed

First Event

It is so nice to be at home maybe i have to do some chores i really can't pass all my week in a place with dirts. So looking for a nice playlist but you know with all theses pubs now it is so annoying let's put some openings and endings animes from my own creation . Two hours later damn this house is so clean smells so good but there was one thing only one who makes this place dirty : me , let's go to the bathroom . 11pm ok i am not so late in my program.

Looking for my medicaments i see an empty bottle , i can't play all night without them pfff __looking at the door__ let's go saying to myself wearing my pyjama and took my keys .

WTF is that thing it is the end of the world some weirds structures was falling from the sky and guess why unlucky like always one was falling in my house . No one knew yet but this is was like an evolution of our world even thought a lot of people was thinking about a huge demonstration of reality virtual some of us could feel that something was something big was coming . I wanted to look up internet what was happening  you could see everyone was looking at the structures . u could sense fear in everyone eyes but i don't know why i felt only curiosity and happiness .

The gouvernement launches a warning : " EVERYONE NEEDS TO EVACUATE THE PLACE WHERE THE STRUCTURES ARE  RIGHT NOW " the structures were in all places and killed a lot of people while falling  but unfortunately i was out my house when ours fall.  And i had some things i had to do before leaving my house like save my games and delete all my history maybe it's the end of this world but if by error someone goes on my laptop and see my history i could go for sure in prison for Mental illness . So i was running , opened my door and while i was taking my furnitures ( pulls and jogging )  my hand slipped and touched the structure . i thought i was dead but nothing happened at the moment maybe i just watched too much animes and science-fiction when i wanted to get out my house i just heard  something weird in my head saying u got the qualifications to  evolve looking in the sky  i thought i could  see a thing like a statut but nothing like that again i really thought the world was a video game . I was in my way to go in the place where we have to go to be protected  people was crying all the way some was terrified some couldn't talk ,some says it is the end of the world we will all die we have to confess our sins.

The world was in tension. we were in a basement for like only two days and internet got some issues so we couldn't watch anything only read i was not really affected cause i had like 1000 books to read but this new generation was becoming crazy like addicted to drugs it was fun to watch them doing nothing ah ah . so in my basement i was like the only one who has calm in this situation i put my headphones on but no music in i had need to hear what people was talking about and something caught my attention. i heard some girls and boys said do you heard too this voice saying you have been chosen to become of one euhh i forgot the next part yeah me too me too but i thought it was my imagination and the similarity we have was we have all touched the structure. So i was like thank God i am not that crazy and i feel in peace but i was thinking about the amount of water and food we were near one thousand in the basement it is a lot to feed but the mondial organisation said we have to wait until their OK to leave the basement. 

i have started to get bored and wanted to know what exactly happened to me and the others because it looked like i was in a video game no more no less just a fiction maybe  i am in a coma and i am just dreaming . i was really confused and stable at the same time i don't have my books and don't have my console here and of course not a girlfriend . Looking at the past i started to feel like a pain i was thinking like a normal humain again  why i didn't go out more often why i don't have more than two friends why im not married yet , why why why and i get to the conclusion than i really did what makes me happy  stay home , eat , game  go to work and that's my loop and i liked it.

it is not like big but it is my loop i don't really  have a problem to change , yeah change requiers some strength some discipline some kind of mind but i got all of them just why do i have to try to be better this kind of person when i like already who i am  i know sometimes i start to have some sad thoughts the night but in the morning all gone . Just smile i said . I was lost again in my thoughts hmm that's annoying  i was in my mind for like 4 hours and still nothing 0 news . Maybe i can try to find morphee or just i can try to meditate i do it often when i am on the edge  like an old snake said : they are just thoughts only thoughts don't be so affected by them you can just let them flow that's life just pick the good one and destroy the others one . So i put myself in a corner of the piece and start meditating  it was the first time that i felt so much peace in meditation i felt every muscle i felt every respiration i was like in and out all the things who were in this zone i felt alive so i keep doing do it until i heard again first accomplishement the man in the darkness meditate in this darkness to feel peace.  i was like what is going on again should i go in a asylum we all heard at the same time STATUS . and u know Gamers in the blood i just say it  quieter status and see in front of me a small status saying title : " The only man who meditate in darkness".