what is love?

chapter-1

Y/n pov

Sunday

I woke up early because of my stupid phone alarm i rubbed my eyes and got off my bed and did my morning routine and i was hungry as hell i just wanted to eat something spicy like hot and spicy ramen so, i went straight to my small kitchen and started making some ramen when suddenly i heard the doorbell ring i quickly went towards the door to open it and when i opened it i saw my friends and my new roommates jennie and lia

Author pov

"omo you both are so early" y/n said while pouting .She was still processing everything because she just woke up 10 minutes ago ,when suddenly jennie and lia hugged her while smiling.

They hugged her because they were gone out for a week and they missed her. When lia smelled something burning. Ofc she has a powerful nose.

"y/nie were you making something? " lia asked while sniffing aggressively

" OH SHI- I ALMOST FORGOTT!! " y/n shouted while running towards kitchen . Jennie was just standing near the kitchen door enjoying seeing her both besties panicking

Y/n pouted while looking at the burnt noodles "what a nice start of my morning"
She said sadly and angrily. There was silence in the kitchen when suddenly all of them started laughing. Even y/n was laughing and herself when her stomach started making weird noises no only rats were running in her stomach the whole jungle was and her friends realised it actually y/n starts getting angry when she's hungry.

"let's go to a cafe i am craving to eat some pasta" jennie said making y/n feel more hungry. They all got ready and went to the cafe

After some time

They all were full and heading out of the cafe. "i think we all should hangout today" lia said as she knew y/n was working very hard and now she needs a break and enjoy a bit

Jennie and y/n immediately nodded as they love to hang out with each other

They enjoyed every moment rhey spend together and came back home. Y/n was more tired now and she couldn't think of anything but sleeping. She went inside her room not even saying good night to her friend and hopped on the bed and started sleeping like there is no tomorrow.

1:00Am
Y/n woke up feeling thirsty and went towards the kitchen to drimk some water. After drinkimg water she went to her bed but now she wasn't able to sleep anymore. she started to overthink her life and suddenly a tear roll left her eye thinking if she had parents and a normal life she wouldn't be like this. She just hated how her parents left her when she was only five she was alone and scared but she managed to stay alive when a old lady helped her she took her home and took care of her.

Y/n was a sweet child who just wanted to be loved but one day when she was 15 that old lady died . She felf heartbroken she had no one by her side but she did not give up she used to cry everyday thinking when she would be happy for real when would someone also take care of her, love her. She looked at her hands thinking about when will someone hold them and make her feel safe.

Just thinking all of that she suddenly fell asleep afer saying more like whisper to herself

"will i ever be loved?"

So ya this was chapter one im sorry cause i didn't know how to start please don't leave i know it was boring but I'll try my best in the next chapter

I'll update soon ♡♡