Love or Is It Lost? (gxg)

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Kimanis pov
Hotel room
Couple hours after the proposal

Kimani sighed walking back to her hotel room, she had been with aniya for a couple of hours crying, talking, trying to figure out how she's gonna fix this.

While also trying not to think negative things, like if she doesn't it will be the end of her relationship, because just the thought alone gives her another panic attack.

She stopped infront of the door putting her hand on the handle, she inhaled and exhaled before placing the key card down opening it, she gasped walking into her room.

Racks of dresses was pushed into a corner along with 3 suitcases, jasmine had a suitcase open on the bed as she searched through it, kimani let the door close and that's when jasmine looked up.

"Kimani where have you been" jasmine said walking around the bed her hands on her hips " why did you run out on me like that earlier had me so worried about you" " I-I" kimani said fiddling with the hem of her shirt "maybe you wanna sit down" kimani suggested.

"No I want you to tell me what's happening I mean-" she paused moving closer interlocking their fingers " just the other day we were on the phone all excited for my new job and doing good so what's wrong" " jasmine....I don't really know how to tell you this-".

Kimani trailed off watching all expression and color drain from jasmines face as she looked at their interlocked fingers, kimani shut her mouth and let her unringed hand speak for its self.

"T-tell me you just lost it"  jasmine said lowly, and kimanis stomach twisted with guilt, jasmine cuffed her face " tell me that you lost it but you still want to do this you still want me... please" she said as tears slipped down her cheeks.

Kimani shook her head " jasmine im so sorry" some tears fell down kimanis cheek, and jasmine wiped em " no we can get through this whatever this is we can overcome this I don't even know what happened or what I did but I can fix it I promise".

"It's not you-" " I swear kimani don't hit me with the it's not you it's me bull crap just- don't-do this" jasmine said crying kissing her knuckles, kimani pulled her hands away reaching down into her pocket " don't you dare" jasmine exclaim through tears watching her.

Kimani rolled her bottom lip to keep it from trembling, as she pulled the ring out setting it in her hands " at least tell me why" " jasmine I don't think yo-" " kimani please just-...tell me" kimani blew out a shaky breath.

" I'm in love with someone else" "what?!" Jasmine exclaim " that is absolutely crazy you met somebody and in the span of a couple of days and fell in lov...." She trailed off into deep thought.

Kimani watched jasmine slowly realize, disbelief etched across her face as she shook her head backing up from kimani, " no you didn't" jasmine mumbled covering her mouth.

Kimani shut her eyes nodding almost like she was scared to see her reaction, that's when she felt a hand come down on her left cheek hard, sending her face flying in the opposite direction.

Followed by immediate stinging, she held her cheek " I deserved that" " I didn't deserve this"
Jasmine stuttered out tears coming down harder " how long" " jasmine i really don't wa-" " I don't care what you want right now tell me kimani" " we kissed about 3 days ago and that was the first time I..."she trailed off, the words cheated on you just couldn't come out of her mouth.

Jasmine looked at her with horror in her eyes " so when i called you to tell you about my job you were already moving on from me I was bettering myself for us while you were out Fucking your ex" " it wasn't like that I swear" jasmine bitterly chuckled.