(The joy of life) TWD rick grimes

Terrible discovery

We were all around the barn walkers all on the floor Beth was crying Carol was crying it's a mess I am in Maggie's arm on the ground

Not moving I mean I can't I am to scared I'm looking at Dean body on the ground I wanted to get up and go to him but I couldn't bring myself to do it

I can't hear anything only my breathing I see Beth out the corner of my eye walking towards her dead mom she walks past me crying

"Wait wait" rick told her grabbing her arm Beth push him off and goes over to her mom she pulls a walker off of her mom and turns her over

That's when the walker try grab her it grabs her by the head trying to pull her down I wanted to move to help but I couldn't it's like I am glued to the ground

Everyone move towards her helping her I look back at the ground not wanting to know what happens
They finally got it off of her and T dog starts to repeatedly, hit the walker in the head with his foot until its head split open

My dad grabbed Beth and held her he nod at me towards Maggie, Maggie walks up to me and bend down to me
"Hey come on let's get you inside" she tells me

I just looked at her not moving "come on" she say grabbing my arm and lifting me up from the ground and holding me in her arms

Maggie and me start to walk back towards the house with my dad and Beth behind us all my mind keeps thinking about was Dean walking out of the barn

"We've been out we've been combing these woods looking for her and she was in there all along " Shane say to us I can feel Maggie tighten her and hands around me

"You knew" "leave us alone" Maggie told him we getting closer to the house
They kept arguing Maggie put me on the porch I started getting annoyed by their behavior

My dad was talking to Shane now saying something about Oldis the barn I couldn't really hear Shane starts to get up in my dad's face

I walk away from the door Maggie try grabbing my hand I shoved her off I walk to my dad and Shane he was now way to close to my dad "hey" I pushed him away and slapped him across the face

"Don't you ever touch him" I shout at him " haven't you done enough" I ask him looking him in the eyes I can see he is piss

Maggie comes up behind me she put her hands on my shoulder trying to calm me down she turned me around and we walk in to the house

She sat me on the couch she sits on the table in front of me putting her hands on my knees "you okey"she ask me I look up at her and laughed looking back down at my hands

"Feels like I been getting ask that a lot lately" I say to her I feel someone sit next to me and see Beth I put my arm around her and pull her into me hugging her

"We just need a moment"I told Maggie she nod her head at us and walk away "you okey" I ask my younger sister she nod her head

" I just need to rest" she told me I nod my head agreeing we sat there for a while not saying anything

It's been a couple hours I was sitting alone on the front porch looking at the  sun before me I hear the door open behind me and my dad walk past me I see him going towards the car

I got in a hurry "dad" I say to I'm he kept walking "DAD STOP" I shout at him he stop where he was I run towards him and got in front of him

"What are you doing" I ask looking at the car keys in his hand "I just need to go to town for a minute" he tells me I let out a sigh knowing what he means

"Your going to the bar aren't you?" I ask he just look at me not say anything I grab the keys out of his hands and walk towards the car

"What do you think your doing" he ask following right behind me "I'm coming with" I say to him getting to the car starting to unlock it