"You worthless cunt!" I hear the voices in my head saying over and over again. I grab my razor and I make a cut for every time I hear the voices calling me names. I look down at my thigh and I see 20 cuts. The voices are getting worse. They are now saying "Go kill yourself, you are not needed here." and "Please just end your life, you will be doing all of us a favour."
I get on my phone and text Jalen. I message him " Jalen, the voices. They are getting bad. I don't know what to do. I am going to end up giving in. Please help me!"
Less than a minute later he messages me back " Did you cut?"
I look at my bloody thigh and I respond " Only a little.'
He messages back too quickly " How many cuts did you make?"
I respond in fear " I made 20."
The texting quiets down, "Jalen please I need you, I am being serious." No response. I hear a knock on my door. I open the blinds to see Jalen standing there. I open the door and before it opens all the way I collapse. Jalen busts through the door and catches me before I fall. He picks me up and lays me on the couch. I was beginning to black out.
