FAIZURA

harry FREAKING styles

One night, i was making my way to the kitchen when i saw Harry sitting on the couch eating popcorns and watching some horror movie. I'm not sure what movie it was. Horror movies is a no no for me. I was thinking of joining him but i didn't wanna look as if i'm too despo so i went to the kitchen, took some sodas.

"Mind if i join you?"
"Hey Fai, yeah sure sure. Did you bring soda for me? That's sweet of you. Sit here"

He pat to the space beside him. I was jumping for joy inside!

"What movie is this Har?"
"Conjuring. Are you chicken?" He gave me that smirk. How annoyingly cute.
"Heck no!"
So we sat there watched the whole movie together. It felt great to be this close to the man of your dreams. I wasn't focusing on the movie at all. I was imagining so many things and enjoying every moment with him until..
"Hey baby! What are you doing here? I thought you said you needed to meet someone? And Fai? Since when you watch horror movie?"
SHIT! My sister just had to. I gave Harry a smile and stomp away. Suddenly i replay what Ferrella said and wonder to myself who is that "somebody" she was referring to. I went to bed feeling like crap.

The next morning i woke up still wondering. I question myself:
Why are you so into him?
Why won't you tell him?
Is he dating someone?
Is he gay?
Then i laughed to myself. I brushed my teeth, wash my face then proceed to the kitchen to make myself breakfast. Its Sunday so usually, nobody is awake early to make breakfast. Only me. Oh no! Harry is already making himself breakfast! He stayed the night? Damn it! I hope i look okay.

"Good morning Princess, what can i do for you? Pancakes?"
"Well sure..let me try your pancakes and see if it is as good as Ferrella's."
Ferrella make hella good pancakes.

"Where is she anyway?"
"Ahh she's been up in the gym already. You know your sister is trying bulk up like Hulk Hogan!" He giggles. Oh. My. God. Cuteness overload.

"Har, can i ask? Where do you sleep last night?" Oh shit. I hate myself sometimes.

"I slept in the guest room of course. I still love my life Fai i wouldn't want your parents to kill me. So Fai, what are you doing today?"

"I have no idea maybe to watch Trey's game? Why do you ask?"

"Oh nothing. So you and Trey datin.."

"NO! I mean..of course not. He's my best bud." Ugh why did i react in that way? Thank God Harry turned around to continue making his pancakes. It taste so good. Pancakes made with love.

I grab my jeans, white tank and my favorite red chuck taylor and grab my keys to make my way to Trey's game. I never miss his games. I love soccer. I love the atmosphere eventhough in America hot hunks play football. I love soccer not about Harry okay! Love how Trey's face will lit up whenever he see me on the grandstand. Anything that make my boy happy.

After the game, Trey had to go home because his cousins are here to visit.

"Sorry we couldn't do our usual dine at Mark's today babe. I hope you're cool with that. I owe you big time."

"Hey Trey you needa learn to calm those tits bro! I'm cool with it." Trey hugged me and leave. I make my way home.

Harry is still at my place. What is he still here for? Don't he have music to compose? Don't he have rehearsals? Is he going to live here? If he is, it would be great. He. He.

"Oh you're back. How was Trey's game?"

"It's a win obviously. Come on its Trey Evans! Hat trick is nothing new."

"Erm Fai, do you think we could talk. I need someone right now." Harry looks broken.

"You know i have everything that i want. Perfect job. I can afford anything for now. I have sweet fans. Great brothers in the band. A wonderful bestfriend. Beautiful family. But somethings missing. You know?"

"Yeah i know."

"Its okay Fai. I shouldn't bother you. I will head out to Walmart to get ice creams. Do you need anything?"

"I'm good, thanks."

I went to look for Ferrella. I have to tell her about my feelings towards Harry. I must. Maybe she could help me?

"Ferrella. Is now a good time?"

"Wazzup sissy?"

"You know we don't share secrets with each other so i just wanna tell you that..."

"You have sex already?!"

"What the f*ck? No!"

"Chill. I know my baby sis. So yeah?"

"I love Harry."

Ferrella look shocked. After like what it felt like an hour, she finally said "No Fai. Since when?"

Wow.

"Since the first time he walked in. Why no?"

"I don't want you to get hurt."

"Are you tryna tell me i'm not up to his standard?"

"You won't get it Fai. You are not his type."

I stomped away straight to my room and cried like a baby. What do she meant by that? Suddenly i hate myself, my body. Before i realize it, i doze off. The following morning, the next few days in school was hell for me. Harry wasn't around and i wonder if Ferrella mention it to him. Just the thought of it make me feel like crap.