Memories are something that, if you have then is wonderful but if you don't have might be cursed to you, I guess.
You know sometimes, Having good memories is work as a curse sometimes because you know that moment is not going to happen again.
Sometimes some people come into life very short period but they give us unforgettable memories and when you knew they are not going to stay in our lives, it hurts like hell because at that time they are the only ones who were closed to us.
The person will be anyone like friends, classmates, coaching friends, family members and even sometimes online friends also.
You know in my story, I never socialise from starting but I got some true friends in my life but there is a time when they start avoiding me and stop meeting me and when I go to their Houses or to talk they ignored me completely. I think that was the first time when I feel like feeling less person.
I know it's too much big talk for someone like me but what do you expect from feeling less person.
At that time, I decided to left everything and I did at least for many years but some years after they all come back, I lost my old Friendship because I know only what I had been through those years
And now, they are also with me as friends and we are creating so many memories together.
I am telling you all my stuff because I want you to learn to accept people when they are back. After all, this day it's so hard to accept people when they are back. I hope you get my point, what I am trying to say.
You know, In my life " God took everything from me, whom I love the most and I leave everything but this time, I am not going to lose or give up" because I knew the feeling when you have nothing but you have lots of memories and those memories hurt like hell sometimes to me.
I want to be the person who knows for good memorise to them not the money I made in my life because when I will die , my memories will left. So, " I wanna leave so many memory" so, people can remember me from time to time and my work.
So, In the end, I just want to say Make memories and happily live your life, because life is uncertain and anything can happen at any moment.
So, leave so many memories and don't run for the money in life, your small things toward people can make smile someone's face forever and your face too.
Happily live your life and try to accept people no matter what they did, what they are doing.
You just do your work honestly because God sees everything.
I know this is not good enough but I am trying my best and doing it every time different and trying to connect you through my story
I hope you like this one
Your
-kousei
