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Break of Dawn

The sun arose and glared through Noel's blinds. He slowly blinked awake and winced to the sun shining directly into his eyes upon opening them. He sat up in bed than began to stretch, softly groaning then rubbing his eyes.

He slid to the edge of his bed and sat in silence for a moment, than started to think about his dream last night. It felt as if he was wearing a virtual reality headset during that dream. He was terrified, it felt so real.

He glanced at the time, it was 5:32. Noel let out a loud sigh before getting out of bed. His shirt was far too big for him and he wore baggy pants, he quite enjoyed the oversized look. It also drowned out his body. He wasn't the insecure type, but with his current state his mother wasn't entirely understanding.

Noel took off his shirt, his uniform was laid out on his dresser in layers of how he puts it on. He first put on a tan binder, that flattened his chest more than it already was. Then he put on a white collared shirt. He slid his pants off and put on his grey jeans, tucking the white shirt into them. The last layer was his maroon sweater vest. The outfit was quite cute honestly, too bad it was only a uniform.

Noel dragged his feet to the bathroom and pulled his eyes down in the mirror groaning loudly at his reflection. He then grabbed his toothbrush and toothpaste and began brushing his teeth. Once finished in the bathroom he sat back on his bed, leaning down to tie his shoes.

"Noelle! Time to go come on, darling!" Noel cringed at the name. His mother knows he's transgender, but she never really... accepted the fact he was. She would brag about it to her friends as if he were a trophy. In private however, she treated him as if he was still her little girl. Homophobia is all it was, but nevertheless it still hurt him.

"I'm coming!" Noel scurried down the stairs with his bag slung over his back. "Can we stop for coffee, I feel like a total zombie!" Noel laughed as they walked to the car. He got into the passenger seat, she got in the drivers seat. She put the keys in the car, it rumbled to life.

"Okay sure, you're paying right?" She paused glancing at Noel who was nodding. She nodded back, "Now maybe we should talk about those nightmares of yours, don't you think?" She weakly smiled hiding her worry.

"Mom, no. I'm fine, okay?" He paused looking at the driveway blankly. "Really." He forced a smile, even managing a small laugh. His mother still sitting in silence, just looking at Noel. He felt her eyes on her and refused to look at her. "Okay can we like, just go?" Noel replied with a snarky tone of voice.

"Okay, alright. Ms Attitude." She shook her head pulling out of their driveway and heading to the school.

"Mr." Noel instantly shot back. "Mom, you know this." He crossed his arms angrily. His leg starts to shake up and down, he was growing annoyed and anxious to even argue with her. He always loses it feels like. She never changes, never listens.

"Listen, darling. You'll always be my baby girl okay? I'm really trying..!" She sighed, shaking her head.

"Really trying? You won't even refer to me as a man, you won't even call me Noel, you also won't let me go to the doctors to start taking testosterone. Trying my ass." Noel raised his voice a little.

"You watch your language young lady! I am your moth—" She began only to be instantly cut off by Noel loudly yelling over her.

"See! You did it again!! I'm not a fucking girl, okay?! You know what.. I'll just fucking walk the rest of the way. Pull over." Noel shouted

"Noelle, I will do no such thing." She tightened her grip on the steering wheel in frustration.

"Pull the fuck over!" He shouted louder, and she did. He looked out the window and noticed they were already at the school. He rushed out of the car and slammed the door practically running up to the school. Tears welling in his eyes.

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