Antidote

6. Commitments

"The music of the leafs high above
Moving together somewhere far abroad"

Halloween's season came.
It wasn't that popular in Europe like in America or in the West but year to year it became more and more popular in our region too.
In the beginning many people was against the whole thing and still a lot of elderly people but their number decreased.

The shops were full of with candies and decorations. Some people themed their house or garden and in the TV there were scary or halloween related films on 24/7.

Even our school decided to organise a "Halloween party" but of course it was just an excuse to throw a dancing night and have fun for our generation.

I keep reading the poster. Maybe I'm not even reading it anymore just staring at it while thinking about completely different things.
But of course I paid attention to the party's news too.
I had to take some break from the ordinary days and stop the hamster wheel. Afterall I deserved it too so I didn't even hesitated on going or not.

It was almost November. The autumn holiday soon begins which cheers me up inside and outside too. Man a week without those fools I thought.

Holidays are amazing not just because you have no work and responsibilities like homework and studying but you can get a rid of even the thought of your teachers and classmates. Everything an everyone who bothered you or you just wanted to avoid from. It was silence for a second  outside, in my own lovely environment and inside in my brain. No sounds. No people. Just me and the the oddly relaxing void.

I was free to do anything I want for a week and I was about to use out this opportunity.
Of course I shouldn't forget about that I have to visit my loved ones but despite of that fact I was absolutely independent.

Sometimes life feels like a situation not gonna to lie. I do the same thing in the same order every simgle day.
The same coffee, the same alarm, the same path, the same movements while locking down my bike and rushing up to the classroom.
I couldn't break the system but continue the same loop over and over again. I was like losing a game you have already lost.

But Loise was here. Here for me to make this fucking life have a reason not to give up and fall for the lies I've been told to believe.
I mean of course there was Mary too who was a really good friend of mine with the guys I haven't even mention yet. While Loise was away I was able to get to know a little bit more about my other friends and get close to them. I really liked Austin and Dante who had a really close relationship between each other. I was really excited to invite Loise to that friend group. It would be a really nice vibe if we could plan together since with a whole friend group you have infinite opportunities of entertainment and I couldn't get that out of my 'hunger for fun' mind.

"Morning" she begins a bit cold.

"Morning. How are you?" I try to sound gentle even in the mornings.

"I'm a bit stucked to paper tissues but overall I'm good" she laughs as she grabs another one.
Oh God I just realised what did we do yesterday.

"Loise did your cold got worst from yesterday's dumb idea?!" I ask quickly, worried about whether I caused any physical problems to her and you know I'd never-

"Noohoho don't worry about that. I changed immadietly and took a hot bath with tea. Quite luxury if you ask me." she laughs as her face and eyes softened. I was still a bit I unsure about the whole thing but it was natural from my worrying personality.
I stare with my shinny almost wet from concern eyeballs for minutes then my stare drops and can't help but laugh a bit.

We danced in the rain.
And we really did.

"Did you study?" She says a bit suddenly which scares a bit.