If I could hear you one more time,
To feel your lips against mine,
To hear your voice intertwine,
To tell me you are perfectly fine,
Now that would be a great moment I would chose to die.
But if I were dead would you cry?
Or would you say it was all a lie?
Would you tell everyone that you didn't even care?
Or how those bruise just appeared?
Would you deny what we once had?
Would you say you'd gone mad?
Perhaps it was some sort of fad.
That maybe you love wasn't pure,
That you were never really sure,
Because when it came down to it,
You always chose her.
It was that song,
That made you see wrong,
If it was never there would you long?
For the days to near,
Where your can't hear,
The sound of your own fear.
Or would you run,
Somewhere where the sun,
Can't shine,
Where nothing is crime?
Where you wouldn't know the time?
Or would you stay,
To just lay,
In the depths or your own sorrow,
Because you know you wouldn't see tomorrow.
And yet as my life seems to end,
Where you couldn't even defend,
Where you couldn't even lend,
Would you try to make amends?
Try to apologize,
For my demise?
Would you be able to look me in the eyes,
To give me true honesty?
To give me love?
To give to me all that I desired,
Expect what you already stole,
Where you can't fill the hole,
All that if there is just pure coal,
Without the gold.
Was it pure lust,
That proved you unjust,
To leave me behind,
Or was it just divine,
To know I gave into pain,
That was only but a game.
I can not say I hadn't loved you,
I can not say you were never there,
I can not say you never hurt me,
I can not say anything you did was fair.
I can say that to see your face once more,
To see you wallow in your own sin,
Now that would be a great moment I would chose to die.
Mysteriousj
