Day 11 of healing.
Day 10 went well, a little too well I think. I had a great day doing everything I needed to, but something completely unexpected happened.
I won't say very much, but I will say we certainly broke the no contact rules. It was really nice, I missed and enjoyed his company.
But he apologized for being selfish and interfering with my healing process, but I didn't care. We both missed each other.
It was just a one time thing though, one night together and back to our same old no contact. I'm feeling pretty okay about it actually, I'm happy to only miss him sentimentally and not obsessively.
He also received his birthday box so that's good, but he can't open it for a few more days.
Aside from that I don't think the honesty goal is completed yet, I think I just need a tiny bit more time to think it through.
But that's okay, I'll work it through. The more time the better; it makes me feel like I'm being more thorough.
Honesty is definitely one of the tougher goals for me. Not definitely in every aspect. My only issue is telling senseless little lies and keeping unnecessary pointless secrets about the most dumb and stupid things.
And I am determined to change that.
It's 2:36am, so I will be continuing to work in this goal when I wake up.
Day 12 soon.
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Healing.
Non-FictionThis is dedicated to someone who told me I need to better myself. That individual is more than right. They mean the world to me and I know they just want the best for me. But I will do this for myself. I want to be better for me, so that I can be be...
