Silent hours (teacherxstudent) (gxg)

Prologue

The sunlight is coming through the window, the morning that is just like any other morning, my alarm is going crazy and I had slept on my desk studying last night. I hate sunny weather; it always gives me a headache in the morning. I let out a big groan at the thought of going downstairs to greet my family.
I finally found the will to got up and get ready it is six in the morning of august, my first day of last year in my high school, which I am highly uninterested in. I just want to get over with it and runaway from my family.
I hate my family, I really hate them. Im the only child so they expect a bit too much from me. My mom is a doctor in a private hospital in Chicago and my dad is a lawyer. So I guess we are good with money at least. They both went to Harvard's and met there and fell in love and blah blah blah. So they expect the same from me.
So I feel so depressed and worthless everyday, my only getaway is my best friend who I've known literally since I was born; Jordan. I could vent about anything and she knows her ways around to light up my mood every day. I really love her, well, as a friend because she knows about me a bit too much and I know about her a bit too much.
I thought my life at school would be same as boring as it was before but guess what? I've fell in love for the first time in my life and yes! It is love; I am certain because who would have thought my new calculus teacher is smoking hot and the lesbianism in me is waking up again.
She looks so cold and yet I can feel the warmth inside her heart there is something about her that keeps me moving and make me fall for her even harder every time I have an encounter with her. She is, hands down, the most attractive woman I've seen in my life.
Jordan figured out before even me realizing that I've fallen in love with my teacher and I know it is impossible, I know I am risking it all, I know it can ruin our lives forever if I try to be intimate with her; but it is more painful to watch her go without even trying. At least I won't have any regrets in my life so I keep going after her and I won't back down for any son of a bitch that would come after us.
For the first time in my life I feel so passionate about something and someone that I want to risk it all and I don't give a shit about what my family would say, I am planning to runaway anyways.
So that's how my boring ass life took a really interesting turn and finally gave me reason to go through it all.