Denial Makes Defeat

Prologue

I always felt different. I was never really like the boys at school, let alone the ones close to me. All of my friends are always talking about girls, and how they look and how pretty and precious they are. I can't disagree, women are absolutely pretty. Although, the way they spoke about them, I could never think that way. All throughout middle school and now a high school sophomore, I never thought about women that way.

Often girls would come talk to me, I was pretty popular I suppose. I'm In the top 3 best football players at our school. So yeah, I guess I am pretty popular. Some girls even asked to take pictures after a tournament I had, I don't really get It though, I'm just a high school player. Some of my friends even seemed to grow jealous of me, for getting more girls than them I believe? They always talk about their bodies and how much they'd do to be able to do things with certain girls.I never really was Interested In doing things with girls. Often my friends would call me names for It, and tell me to "Live It up a little." They always tried introducing me to girls, and get me to date them, but I was never really Interested In any of It. So they decided to let it go. Although, they didn't let their opportunities to waste.

I have an older brother and a younger sister, and my parents have been divorced for a few years. So I often make trips on my free time to go see my parents. Some times on my breaks I go visit my mother and sister for a day, and after that I go visit my father. Considering I live In a dorm room, and I don't really go out anywhere I like to use my free time to go see my family since I don't see them that often.