Dear Suzy,
I'm not sure what number I'm on anymore, I don't even remember my own name half the time nowadays. I still think that you're coming home but then the realisation hits me; you're not. You probably never will. I'm sorry for being such a downer these days... I just don't know what I'm doing with myself anymore. Half the time I don't even know if I'm still alive. I check my pulse every so often to make sure I am and I'm not stuck in my own personal hell for the rest of my life.
Arin x
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The Dilemma
FanfictionArin Hanson, a lovestruck man who regrets his past decisions which resulted in him losing the one he loved. Suzy Berhow, the girl who Arin ran away from and the one he still loves. In a desperate attempt to win her back he writes her a letter every...
